Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Domestic fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Wheat trade -- Fiction
That night was final. The marriage ceremony, even that moment in her
room, when her husband had taken her in his arms and she had felt the
first stirring of love in her heart, all the first week of their
married life had been for Laura a whirl, a blur. She had not been able
to find herself. Her affection for her husband came and went
capriciously. There were moments when she believed herself to be really
unhappy. Then, all at once, she seemed to awake. Not the ceremony at
St. James' Church, but that awakening had been her marriage. Now it was
irrevocable; she was her husband's; she belonged to him indissolubly,
forever and forever, and the surrender was a glory. Laura in that
moment knew that love, the supreme triumph of a woman's life, was less
a victory than a capitulation.
Since then her happiness had been perfect. Literally and truly there
was not a cloud, not a mote in her sunshine. She had everything--the
love of her husband, great wealth, extraordinary beauty, perfect
health, an untroubled mind, friends, position--everything. God had been
good to her, beyond all dreams and all deserving. For her had been
reserved all the prizes, all the guerdons; for her who had done nothing
to merit them.
Her husband she knew was no less happy. In those first three years
after their marriage, life was one unending pageant; and their
happiness became for them some marvellous, bewildering thing, dazzling,
resplendent, a strange, glittering, jewelled Wonder-worker that
suddenly had been put into their hands.
As one of the first results of this awakening, Laura reproached herself
with having done but little for Page. She told herself that she had not
been a good sister, that often she had been unjust, quick tempered, and
had made the little girl to suffer because of her caprices. She had not
sympathised sufficiently with her small troubles--so she made herself
believe--and had found too many occasions to ridicule Page's
intenseness and queer little solemnities. True she had given her a good
home, good clothes, and a good education, but she should have given
more--more than mere duty-gifts. She should have been more of a
companion to the little girl, more of a help; in fine, more of a
mother. Laura felt all at once the responsibilities of the elder sister
in a family bereft of parents. Page was growing fast, and growing
astonishingly beautiful; in a little while she would be a young woman,
and over the near horizon, very soon now, must inevitably loom the
grave question of her marriage.
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