Love -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
But that meant money, as he knew of old, and it was lack of money that
had deferred his vow. In all honesty he could not spend upon himself
what he had half pledged to another. He turned disconsolately towards
home.
He drifted about during the autumn from one shoot to another. It was
his ordinary occupation for three months of the year, yet now it seemed
unusual. It seemed outside a new continuity of existence which had
begun for him.
But he devoted himself to settling his affairs, and was able in
consequence, as has been narrated, to propose himself as an unwelcome
relative when Arthur Nevern was in town.
Caragh had looked forward doubtfully to meeting Lettice again, under
conditions which might suit her so much less well as a background than
the open downs and the sea. But his forebodings were gloomy enough to
be disappointed.
She had some art in dress, as he had noted from her evening frocks, and
if in the daytime she seemed for town sometimes a trifle decorative, it
was a decoration on which those who passed her bestowed an approving
eye. She needed a certain amplitude to set her off. The big fur
collar, and the expansive hat made the modelling of her face seem
daintier than it was. With her hat off, her prettiness owed everything
to the fair fine hair that curled almost to her eyes. Maurice had once
brushed it back in a playful moment, but he never risked the
disillusionment again. He needed every aid to his attachment that
artifice could supply.
She seemed, on her part, to be aware that her beauty required
management. It was not of a sort to be worn with a disdainful
indifference as to how it might strike you.
It had to be looked after, or it didn't strike you at all. She kept a
conscious eye upon her fringe, and she left occasionally, as Caragh had
noticed, a harmless confederate with her complexion on the lapels of
his coat.
He brushed off the powder with a mixed sense of regret and gratitude.
He was sorry she needed it but, since the need was there, better she
had the wit to know it and the ambition to look her best. Better far
than to suppose with an arrogant vanity that to his infatuation nothing
could come amiss.
Of what, indeed, came most amiss she probably had not a suspicion. The
breezy life of Ballindra had admitted few mental interests, and, in the
country, character, which it develops, often has the air of mind. In
Lettice, whose character was charming, the resemblance had deceived
Caragh. But in London, where character sinks and mind is on the
surface, his estimate was corrected.
He endured dreary plays in which she delighted; he sat bravely at
ballad concerts; he listened without a groan to her enthusiasms upon
domestic art; he tried to read the books she praised.
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