Love -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
What did anger him was the stolid British arrogance which declined to
make allowance for any prejudices but its own, and thought beneath its
dignity all considerations which were not in the terms of its own
intelligence. Rose Chantry watched him from the orderly-room window
which overlooked the courtyard. She had been in the surgery helping
Clones to make up first-aid bandages, but the tramp of laden men down
the long passages, and the roll, like a soft volley, of grounded butts
in the dust as the men fell in, so wrought on her excitement that she
left her work and ran up the narrow twisted stairs to the room from
which half an hour earlier Terrington had sent her.
She watched him now, with her shoulder pressed against the yellow
chunam wall and her head drawn back in order not to be seen, wondering
how a man of his dominant authority could wait impassively at such a
moment the arrangements of a subordinate.
Her eyes, dry and hot, seemed almost to repudiate resentfully the tears
which she had shed; a pulse throbbed like the flutter of a moth at her
throat; her uneasy fingers seemed to crave to be closed, and yet when
she clenched her fist they ached to be opened. She longed to tear
about, to give orders, to rouse enthusiasm. She would have liked to
ride beside Terrington to the Palace and carry a flag: and the thought
of how he would regard such a proposal moved her not to a sense of its
humour but to renewed irritation with the man who could ride as
indifferently to death as he would to a dinner.
Her whole being was in disorder owing to the uncertainty of her
husband's fate. At the first shock and accepted inference of his death
tears had burst from her in the weak wretchedness of bereavement, the
sense of widowhood, and grief at the dying of one so near to her in the
pride of his youth. It was perhaps the very nearness of death's-knife,
the cutting off of the one who was one with her, who had scarcely gone
from her arms, which gave her the keenest shudder. The sword which had
been thrust through him seemed almost to have pricked her breast. Not
that she feared for her own safety; she never imagined that it was
compromised. She had the supreme British scorn for her country's foes,
and thought it was only a question of policy whether Terrington with
his handful of men would not at once burn the Palace to the ground,
carry off the Khan in chains, and ravage the whole country with sword
and fire.
It was death in the shadow which had stabbed and was gone which made
her shiver. A thing so swift, so sudden, so unforeseen mocked the
comfortable security of life.
But with the fitting out of the expedition and speculation on the
possible safety of those in the Palace, her emotions became dreadfully
perplexed. She had perforce to cease mourning a husband who might be
still alive, and with the disappearance of a reason for her sorrow she
began to wonder what had caused it.
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