Love -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Rose Chantry, with her hand still closed about the little broken god in
her lap, looked up at him through the tears that hung across her eyes.
Beyond the cool darkness of the entrance door, against the far wall of
the blazing courtyard she could see the row of charpoys with their
burden of dead men, mere rolls of sallow dungari cloth, waiting till
the grave being dug beside the Residency gate should be wide enough to
hold them. It was the most dreadful moment of her life, when she
needed above all to be petted and comforted into a sense of her
importance, but the man who should have done it was indifferent even to
her safety. She had already begun to cheer herself with the thought of
a siege; the delicacy of her position; the solicitous homage of all the
men; her cheerful and inspiring effect upon them; the excitement in
England so intensified by the presence of a woman among the besieged;
the accounts of her in the papers, made more touching by her loss; and
then the thrill of the relief--she took the relief for granted--the
sound of the guns, the fight through the streets of Sar, the cheers of
the British troops, the ardent congratulations, the soft abandonment of
that moment at the end of the suspense, and herself the one woman in a
British army. And the coming home after such an experience; the woman
of the moment, every one wanting to meet her; perhaps a command from
the Queen.
All her dream was shattered by Terrington's implacable decree. She
looked at him with despairing hate. She thought of the reckless
sacrifices Englishmen had made for women during the Mutiny, and hated
him the more. She felt sure that she could never live through the
snows of those passes about which she had heard such awful stories.
The cold would kill her; the cold always shrivelled her up; and she had
nothing to wear, nothing warmer than was wanted for an Indian winter.
And that very morning, only a few hours back, as the party started for
the Durbar, she had exulted in her triumph over him, she whose folly
had given everything into his hand!
What ages it seemed since Lewis had swung buoyantly into his saddle,
and Sir Colvin, ruddy and cheery, had waved her an "au revoir." Now
they were rolls of yellow dungari lying out there in the sun.
In her absorption of self-pity she scarcely heard Captain Walcot's
expressions of dissent from his leader's plans, which were more
forcible than soldierly. He was seething with wrath at Terrington's
treatment of her, and Terrington, aware of his excitement, but quite at
fault as to its cause, heard him with determined patience.
"And by which pass do you mean to retire?" he exclaimed at last, unable
to shake Terrington's resolve.
"By the Palári," said the other.
"The Palári!" cried Walcot derisively. "Why, it's the worst pass on
this side of the Pamir. May I ask why you've chosen it?"
"Have you been through the Palári or Darai?" Terrington enquired.
"No."
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