Love -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Oh, you know them probably, better than I," he said; "being a woman
and used to them."
"To what?"
"To the ordinary masculine fatuities of admiration, for instance."
"No," she said reflectively; "you don't succeed in expressing those.
Do you try?"
"Not much, I'm afraid. They offend me."
"_You!_" she exclaimed, surprised into facing him with lifted brows,
"you might have said they would offend a woman."
"I might have, years and years ago!" he replied; "but that passed with
other elevating superstitions of one's youth. Since then I've observed
an unpleasant variety in admirations, but have yet to meet the offended
woman. No, a woman may call you a fool for your flummery, or even
think you one; but she'll give you every opening to repeat the folly."
The surprise in Lettice Nevern's eyes grew more serious.
"You think a man should never tell a woman that he admires her?" she
said.
"He needn't appraise her to her face like a fat ox in a show-pen!
unless--oh, well, unless, I suppose, she likes it."
"And then?"
He shrugged his shoulders.
"Oh, then, one might say, she's qualified for the show-pen. Let him
tie on the ticket."
A stain of duller red upon the girl's cheek would have betrayed some
quickening of her thought, had he been looking at her, instead of out
across the purple level of the sea, where, above Ballindra, the harbour
hills were turning in the slanting sunlight from topaz to amethyst.
The smile of humorous toleration with which Maurice Caragh accepted
half the perplexities of life had always seemed to her so completely to
reveal his mind--like the pool before them, through which the light
filtered to the very floor--that this dark humour of depreciation let
out the sounding line through her fingers into unanchorable depths.
"I think you're a little hard," she said slowly; "women aren't vain, as
a rule; at least not like that. It's their humility that makes them
care so much to be admired."
"I see," he smiled. "But I don't object to the admiration; that's
inevitable; only to the way it's paid."
"But how is a woman to know if you don't tell her?"
"Do you ask?" he said.
"I?" she questioned. "Why?"
"I thought the last fortnight would have taught you that," he said
quietly.
Her eyes flashed upon him ere she could prevent them, and from the
flash her cheeks took colour as though they faced a flame.
But she was playing with the shells in her hand again before he noticed
that she had moved her head, but the tip of her forefinger trembled as
she pushed the tiny pink heap across her palm.
"Taught me what?" she murmured.
"What I couldn't say," he replied, adding determinedly, as she would
not help him, "how much I admired you."
She turned her face half way towards him with a little pathetic
distrustful smile.
"Couldn't you see it?" he said.
Her under lip quivered as her mouth moved to answer him; then, as
though afraid to trust the simplest word to it, she shook her head.
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