Love -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Caragh saw the quiver, and every fibre in him seemed resonant with that
vibration; seemed to ring with pity and tenderness and shame, as a bell
reverberates to a mere thread of sound.
The thing was happening which had never happened to him before; with
which, in a varied adventure with women, he had never had to charge his
soul; for, until to-day, he had not stolen wittingly a girl's love.
"I thought it was plain enough," he went on warily; "I couldn't have
given my eyes much more to say."
"Oh, your eyes!" came her deprecation.
He waited a second.
"Well, you see," he temporized, "I'm shy, and I didn't know how else to
say it, but I hoped you'd understand."
He let the vague uncommitting words slip slowly from him, as a man pays
out a cable which he cannot make fast, with rocks astern of him, and
the last fathom at any moment in his fingers. Would she come to his
help, he wondered, with a laugh or a light word, or must he go on to
the inevitable end.
Lettice said nothing; her glance, lifted from her hand, looked away
past him absently across the bay. But in its aversion he read that she
understood--more even than he asked; understood that a man may be
craven enough to let his eyes do what his lips dare not. She was not
coming to his help; but he might, so her silence said, jump overboard
and save himself, and let her and his honour go together upon the rocks.
"Well!" he went on in lighter tones, as though to suggest their
adoption, "I'm afraid my mute eloquence was wasted. Must I stoop to
speech?"
The girl's eyes still gazed dreamily across the water.
"What for?" she said.
She might, as many a woman would, have left his hesitation no
alternative; have given with some touch of tenderness, of reluctance,
even of acerbity, that hint of the expected from which, for his honour,
there could be no appeal. But she chose not to. Perhaps it was her
diffidence that decided, perhaps her pride.
Anyway she left to him the freedom of his embarrassment, such as it was.
He must extricate himself, but he himself should choose how. It was
clear that he had not chosen when he spoke again.
"You see," he said, with the same airy extenuation; "I'm such a bad
talker that I leave as little as possible to my tongue. It is so
often, to my thought, like the nervous listener who insists on
supplying the last word to a sentence; the wrong word, but the word one
has, out of good manners, to use."
She was looking at him now, but with no meaning in her eyes.
"That's why," he continued, "I couldn't trust it to say how ... how
grateful I was for you."
"_For_ me?" she questioned.
"You see I can't trust it yet," he pleaded ruefully. "Yes, _for_ you:
for everything about you that's so delightful and unlooked for; the
charm----"
At that her eyes stopped him. He had looked up suddenly as though he
felt the blaze of them hot upon his face.
"Am _I_ in the show-pen?" she said quietly.
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