Love -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
He knew Ethel Vernon well enough to make out the meaning of her
primrose and heliotrope, and she, alas! knew him well enough to be
certain that he could not miss it. The delicacy of his perception had
supplied her before with forms of punishment, which she used on him the
more deliberately since no one else of her acquaintance was hurt by
them at all. Her courtesy, which so appealed to Kapitany, seemed to
Caragh like a frozen forceps feeling for his nerves. They were both of
them beyond the use of courtesies, which may lead back along the road
of friendship as far, and faster, than they have led forward. Her
affability seemed that night to thrust Caragh back to the days spent in
fascinated speculation on the advice in Ethel Vernon's eyes. He had
taken it, or supposed he had taken it, in the end, and for nearly three
years now she had stood for everything of woman's interest and
adjustment in his life. That, for him, was a considerable stretch of
constancy, for which however he took no credit. It was due, as he had
once suggested, to her bewildering inconstancy to herself, which
produced in her captive a sense of attachment to half a dozen women.
Her inconstancy in those three years had not, it was true, been
confined altogether to herself. She had forsaken her own high places
more than once or twice to follow strange gods. There were certain
astounding admirations to her account for men whom Caragh found
intolerable.
She found them so herself after a brief experience, and always returned
to him more charming for her mistakes, with the wry face of a child who
comes from some unprofitable misdemeanour to be scolded and consoled.
So, with mutual concessions and disillusionment, their alliance--never
worse than indiscreet--took the shape of a serene affection. On her
part somewhat appropriative, and touched perhaps on his with sentiment;
yet, in the main, that rare arrangement between man and woman, a loyal
and tender comradeship.
Caragh had, in consequence, cause to feel embarrassed by the news he
carried.
Projects for his marriage had often made a jest between them, but
neither had ever taken the idea seriously, and its development would
come to her, as he knew, with all the baseness of a betrayal.
His sense of the cruelty of what he had to tell her endued him with a
strange numbness and indifference to the fashion in which during dinner
her hurt pride stabbed at him under the caresses of her manner. Beside
her just resentment, this irritation because he had dared to keep her
waiting seemed not to matter. He was so sorry for all she was to
suffer because of him, that no lesser feeling seemed to count. He
listened to Vernon's politics, to Kapitany's eulogy of _fogash_, but he
was thinking only of what he had to say.
After dinner the Hungarian carried Vernon off to the club, and his
hostess offered to keep Caragh until her husband's return.
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