The Poems and Prose of Ernest Dowson, With a Memoir by Arthur SymonsDowson, Ernest Christopher
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The Poems and Prose of Ernest Dowson, With a Memoir by Arthur Symons
Dowson, Ernest Christopher
Authors, English; English poetry
There was one old gentleman in particular, as inveterate as myself,
who especially aroused my interest. A courteous, punctual, mild old
man with an air which deprecated notice; who conversed each evening
for a minute or two with the proprietor, as he rolled, always at the
same hour, a valedictory cigarette, in a language that arrested my ear
by its strangeness; and which proved to be his own, Hungarian; who
addressed a brief remark to me at times, half apologetically, in the
precisest of English. We sat next each other at the same table, came
and went at much the same hour; and for a long while our intercourse
was restricted to formal courtesies; mutual inquiries after each
other's health, a few urbane strictures on the climate. The little old
gentleman in spite of his aspect of shabby gentility,--for his coat
was sadly inefficient, and the nap of his carefully brushed hat did
not indicate prosperity--perhaps even because of this suggestion of
fallen fortunes, bore himself with pathetic erectness, almost
haughtily. He did not seem amenable to advances. It was a long time
before I knew him well enough to value rightly this appearance, the
timid defences, behind which a very shy and delicate nature took
refuge from the world's coarse curiosity. I can smile now, with a
certain sadness, when I remind myself that at one time I was somewhat
in awe of M. Maurice Cristich and his little air of proud humility.
Now that his place in that dim, foreign eating-house knows him no
more, and his yellow napkin-ring, with its distinguishing number, has
been passed on to some other customer; I have it in my mind to set
down my impressions of him, the short history of our acquaintance. It
began with an exchange of cards; a form to which he evidently attached
a ceremonial value, for after that piece of ritual his manner
underwent a sensible softening, and he showed by many subtile
indefinable shades in his courteous address, that he did me the honour
of including me in his friendship. I have his card before me now; a
large, oblong piece of pasteboard, with _M. Maurice Cristich, Theatre
Royal_, inscribed upon it, amid many florid flourishes. It enabled me
to form my first definite notion of his calling, upon which I had
previously wasted much conjecture; though I had all along, and rightly
as it appeared, associated him in some manner with music.
In time he was good enough to inform me further. He was a musician, a
violinist; and formerly, and in his own country, he had been a
composer. But whether for some lack in him of original talent, or of
patience, whether for some grossness in the public taste, on which the
nervous delicacy and refinement of his execution was lost, he had not
continued. He had been driven by poverty to London, had given lessons,
and then for many years had played a second violin in the orchestra of
the Opera.
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