The Poems and Prose of Ernest Dowson, With a Memoir by Arthur SymonsDowson, Ernest Christopher
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The Poems and Prose of Ernest Dowson, With a Memoir by Arthur Symons
Dowson, Ernest Christopher
Authors, English; English poetry
'You know I invented her, the Romanoff, discovered her, taught her all
she learnt. Yes, Monsieur, I was proud to-night, very proud, to be
there, playing for her, though she did not know. Ah! the beautiful
creature!... and how badly I played! execrably! You could not notice
that, Monsieur, but they did, my confrères, and could not understand.
How should they? How should they dream, that I, Maurice Cristich,
second violin in the orchestra of the opera, had to do with the
Leonora; even I! Her voice thrilled them; ah, but it was I who taught
her her notes! They praised her diamonds; yes, but once I gave her
that she wanted more than diamonds, bread, and lodging and love.
Beautiful they called her; she was beautiful too, when I carried her
in my arms through Vienna. I am an old man now, and good for very
little; and there have been days, God forgive me! when I have been
angry with her; but it was not to-night. To see her there, so
beautiful and so great; and to feel that after all I had a hand in it,
that I invented her. Yes, yes! I had my victory to-night too; though
it was so private; a secret between you and me, Monsieur? Is it not?'
I assured him of my discretion, but he hardly seemed to hear. His sad
eyes had wandered away to the live coals, and he considered them
pensively, as though he found them full of charming memories. I sat
back, respecting his remoteness; but my silence was replete with
surprised conjecture, and indeed the quaint figure of the old
musician, every line of his garments redolent of ill success, had
become to me, of a sudden, strangely romantic. Destiny, so amorous of
surprises, of pathetic or cynical contrasts, had in this instance
excelled herself. My obscure acquaintance, Maurice Cristich! The
renowned Romanoff! Her name and acknowledged genius had been often in
men's mouths of late, a certain luminous, scarcely sacred, glamour
attaching to it, in an hundred idle stories, due perhaps as much to
the wonder of her sorrowful beauty, as to any justification in
knowledge, of her boundless extravagance, her magnificent fantasies,
her various perversity, rumour pointing specially at those priceless
diamonds, the favours not altogether gratuitous it was said of exalted
personages. And with all deductions made, for malice, for the
ingenuity of the curious, the impression of her perversity was left;
she remained enigmatical and notorious, a somewhat scandalous heroine!
And Cristich had known her; he had, as he declared, and his accent was
not that of bragadoccio, invented her. The conjuncture puzzled and
fascinated me. It did not make Cristich less interesting, nor the
prima-donna more perspicuous.
By-and-by the violinist looked up at me; he smiled with a little dazed
air, as though his thoughts had been a far journey.
'Pardon me, Monsieur! I beg you to fill your glass. I seem a poor
host; but to tell you the truth, I was dreaming; I was quite away,
quite away.'
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