British -- Italy -- Fiction; Love stories; Rome (Italy) -- Fiction; Russians -- Italy -- Fiction
"I had the fortune to be born a Russian, which has given me time to
study these things. My country does not require my work beyond my being
a faithful servant of my Emperor. Since I am not a soldier, I can do as
I choose. But you in England are now in a seething caldron, and it
would be difficult, no doubt, for you to spend the hours
required--although the national temperament would lend itself to all
things calm if it were directed."
"But for myself," Stella demanded, "I am not a man, and need not
interest myself in the nation's affairs--how can I grow to guide my
own--as you seem to do?"
"Never permit yourself to be ruffled by anything to commence with,"
Count Roumovski began gravely, while the pupils of his eyes appeared to
grow larger. "Whatever mood you are in, you connect yourself with the
cosmic current of that mood--you become in touch, so to speak, with all
the other people who are under its dominion, and so it gains strength
because unity is strength. If you can understand that as a basic
principle, you can see that it is only a question of controlling
yourself and directing your moods with those currents whose
augmentation can bring you good. You must never be negative and drift.
You can be drawn in any adverse way if you do."
"I think I understand," said Stella, greatly interested.
"Then you must use your critical faculties and make selections of what
is best--and you must encourage common sense and distrust altruism.
Sanity is the thing to aim at."
"Yes."
"The view of the world has become so distorted upon almost every point
which started in good, that nothing but a cultivation of our individual
critical faculties can enable us to see the truth--and nine-tenths of
civilized humanity have no real opinion of their own at all--they
simply echo those of others."
"I feel that is true," said Stella, thinking of her own case.
"It is not because a thing is bad or good that it succeeds--merely how
much strength we put into the desire for it," he went on.
"But surely we must believe that good will win over evil," and the
brown eyes looked almost troubled, and his softened as he looked at her.
"The very fact of believing that would make it come to pass by all
these psychic laws. Whatever we really believe we draw," he said almost
tenderly.
"Then, if I were to believe all the difficulties and uncertainties
would be made straight and just go on calmly, I should be happy, should
I?" she asked, and there was an unconscious pathos in her voice which
touched him deeply.
"Certainly," he answered. "You have not had a fair chance--probably you
have never been allowed to do a single thing of your own accord--have
you?"
"N--no," said Stella.
"In the beginning, were you engaged to this good clergyman of your own
wish?" and his eyes searched her face.
She stiffened immediately, the training of years took offense, and she
answered rather stiffly:
"I do not think you have the right to ask me such a question, Count
Roumovski."
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