Methodist Church (Great Britain) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
'Not yet,' he replied. 'In a few minutes I shall have finished. I did
not expect you to be as patient as you have been, and I thank you. But
if you _have_ any thoughts about Springfield, you will give them up.
He is no fit mate for you; he is as far removed from you as heaven is
from hell.'
At this she spoke passionately. 'You doubtless have forgotten many
things,' she said, 'and one thing is that one gentleman never speaks
evil of another.'
'I say what I have to say,' he replied, 'because life, and all it
means, trembles in the balance. I do not pretend to know anything
about Springfield, although I have a feeling that his life and my life
have been associated in the past, and will be again in the future. But
let that pass. You may be fascinated by him, but you can never love
him,--you simply can't. Your nature is as pure as those raindrops, as
transparent as the sky. You love things that are pure and
beautiful,--and that man's nature is dark and sinister, if not evil.
There is only one other thing I have to tell you, then we will return.
You see,' he added, 'I am not asking you to promise me anything, or to
tell me anything,--I only want to tell you. I suppose I am about
thirty years of age, I don't know; how long ago it was that I lost my
memory I can't tell; but my friend Luscombe tells me that perhaps, when
I was younger than I am now--that is in those days which are all dark
to me--I loved some woman and married her. Of course I didn't. But
even when I have won a position worthy of you, and when my name shall
be equal to yours, I will never think of asking you to wed me until
even all possibility of suspicion of such a thing is swept aside. I
thought it right to tell you this; how could I help it,--when the joy
that should fill your life, the light which you should rejoice in, are
all the world to me?'
'Mr. Edgecumbe,' she said, 'you are my father's guest, and--and--I want
to think only kind thoughts of you,--but please drive away these
foolish fancies.'
He laughed gaily. 'Foolish fancies! Is the sun foolish for shining?
Are the flowers foolish for blooming? No, no; I love you,--I love you,
and day and night, summer and winter, through shine and through storm,
my one thought will be of you, always of you, and then, in God's good
time, you will come to me, and we shall enter into joy.'
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