Methodist Church (Great Britain) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
'This war has shaken me up a bit, it has made me think. I don't know
what kind of a man I was before I lost my memory; but I have an idea
that I look at things without prejudice. You see, I have no
preconceived notions. I am a full-grown man starting life with a clean
page, that's why I can't understand.'
'Understand what?'
'I don't think I am a religious man,' he went on, without seeming to
heed me. 'When we were in England I went to Church parade and all that
sort of thing, but it had no effect upon me; it seemed to mean nothing.
Perhaps it will some day, I don't know. At present I look at things
from the outside; I judge by face values. Forgive me if I am talking a
great deal about myself, sir, and pardon me if I seem egotistical, I
don't mean to be. But you are the only officer with whom I am
friendly, and I was led to look upon you as a man of influence in
England. The truth is, I am mystified, confused, bewildered. Either I
am wrong, mad; or else we are waging this war in a wrong way.'
'Yes, how?'
'While I was in the training camps, I was so much influenced by that
speech which you gave in Plymouth, that I determined to study the
causes of this war carefully. I did so. I gave months to it. I read
the whole German case from their own standpoint. I thought out the
whole thing as clearly as I was able, and certainly I had no
prejudices.'
'Well?' I asked.
'If ever a country ought to have gone to war, we ought. If ever a
country had a righteous cause, we had, and have; if ever a Power needed
crushing, it was German power. Prussianism is the devil. I tell you,
I have been physically sick as I have read the story of what they did
in Belgium and France. I have gone, as far as I have been able, to the
tap-roots of the whole business. I have got at the philosophy of the
German position. I have studied the resources of our country; I have
tried to realize what we stand for. I fancy I must have been a fairly
intelligent man before I lost my memory. Perhaps I was tolerably well
educated, too. Anyhow, I think I have got a grasp of the whole
position.'
I did not speak, but waited for him to proceed.
'I am saying this, sir, that you may see that I am not talking wildly,
and my conviction is that Germany ought to have been beaten before now;
but it's nowhere like beaten, the devil stalks about undaunted.'
'You forget that Germany is a great country,' I answered, 'and that she
is supported by Austria, and Turkey, and Bulgaria. You forget, too,
that she had all the advantages at the start, and that she had been
preparing for this for forty years. You forget that she had the finest
trained fighting machine in the world, the biggest and best-equipped
army ever known. You forget, too, that she took the world practically
unawares, and that all her successes, especially in the West, were
gained at the beginning.'
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