British -- India -- Fiction; India -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Women -- India -- Fiction
She did her best to make it an honest conviction. I offered her a recent
success not crowned by the Academy, and she put it down on the table.
‘By and by,’ she said. ‘At present I am reading Pascal and Bossuet.’
Well, she was reading Pascal and Bossuet. She grieved aloud that most
of our activities in India were so indomitably youthful, owing to the
accident that most of us were always so young. ‘There is no dignified
distraction in this country,’ she complained, ‘for respectable ladies
nearing forty.’ She seemed to like to make these declarations in the
presence of Somers Chichele, who would look at her with a little queer
smile--a bad translation, I imagine, of what he felt.
She gave herself so generously to her seniors that somebody said Mrs.
Harbottle’s girdle was hung with brass hats. It seems flippant to add
that her complexion was as honest as the day, but the fact is that the
year before Judy had felt compelled, like the rest of us, to repair just
a little the ravages of the climate. If she had never done it one would
not have looked twice at the absurdity when she said of the powder-puff
in the dressing-room, ‘I have raised that thing to the level of an
immorality,’ and sailed in to dance with an uncompromising expression
and a face uncompromised. I have not spoken of her beauty; for one
thing it was not always there, and there were people who would deny
it altogether, or whose considered comment was, ‘I wouldn’t call
her plain.’ They, of course, were people in whom she declined to be
interested, but even for those of us who could evoke some demonstration
of her vivid self her face would not always light in correspondence.
When it did there was none that I liked better to look at; and I envied
Somers Chichele his way to make it the pale, shining thing that would
hold him lifted, in return, for hours together, with I know not what
mystic power of a moon upon the tide. And he? Oh, he was dark and
delicate, by nature simple, sincere, delightfully intelligent. His
common title to charm was the rather sweet seriousness that rested on
his upper lip, and a certain winning gratification in his attention;
but he had a subtler one in his eyes, which must be always seeking and
smiling over what they found; those eyes of perpetual inquiry for the
exquisite which ask so little help to create it. A personality to button
up in a uniform, good heavens!
As I begin to think of them together I remember how the maternal note
appeared in her talk about him.
‘His youth is pathetic,’ she told me, ‘but there is nothing that he does
not understand.’
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