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‘And had not charity,’ I continued for him. ‘Precisely. I won’t go on,
but your quotation is very apt.’
‘I so bow down before her simplicity. It makes a wide and beautiful
margin for the rest of her character. She is a girl Ruskin would have
loved.’
‘I wonder,’ said I. ‘He did seem fond of the simple type, didn’t he?’
‘Her mind is so clear, so transparent. The motive spring of everything
she says and does is so direct. Don’t you find you can most completely
depend upon her?’
‘Oh yes,’ I said; ‘certainly. I nearly always know what she is going
to say before she says it, and under given circumstances I can tell
precisely what she will do.’
‘I fancy her sense of duty is very beautifully developed.’
‘It is,’ I said. ‘There is hardly a day when I do not come in contact
with it.’
‘Well, that is surely a good thing. And I find that calm poise of hers
very restful.’
‘I would not have believed that so many virtues could reside in one
young lady,’ I said, taking refuge in flippancy, ‘and to think that she
should be my daughter!’
‘As I believe you know, that seems to me rather a cruel stroke of
destiny, Mrs. Farnham.’
‘Oh yes, I know! You have a constructive imagination, Dacres. You
don’t seem to see that the girl is protected by her limitations, like a
tortoise. She lives within them quite secure and happy and content. How
determined you are to be sorry for her!’
Mr. Tottenham looked at the end of this lively exchange as though he
sought for a polite way of conveying to me that I rather was the limited
person. He looked as if he wished he could say things. The first of them
would be, I saw, that he had quite a different conception of Cecily,
that it was illuminated by many trifles, nuances of feeling and
expression, which he had noticed in his talks with her whenever they had
skirted the subject of her adoption by her mother. He knew her, he was
longing to say, better than I did; when it would have been natural to
reply that one could not hope to compete in such a direction with an
intelligent young man, and we should at once have been upon delicate and
difficult ground. So it was as well perhaps that he kept silence until
he said, as he had come prepared to say, ‘Well, I want to put that
beyond a doubt--her happiness--if I’m good enough. I want her, please,
and I only hope that she will be half as willing to come as you are
likely to be to let her go.’
It was a shock when it came, plump, like that; and I was horrified to
feel how completely every other consideration was lost for the instant
in the immense relief that it prefigured. To be my whole complete self
again, without the feeling that a fraction of me was masquerading about
in Cecily! To be freed at once, or almost, from an exacting condition
and an impossible ideal! ‘Oh!’ I exclaimed, and my eyes positively
filled. ‘You ARE good, Dacres, but I couldn’t let you do that.’
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