British -- India -- Fiction; India -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Women -- India -- Fiction
Dacres, at this, took me up promptly. Life, he said, the heart of life,
had particularly little to say to temperament. By the heart of life I
suppose he meant married love. He explained that its roots asked other
sustenance, and that it throve best of all on simple elemental goodness.
So long as a man sought in women mere casual companionship, perhaps
the most exquisite thing to be experienced was the stimulus of some
spiritual feminine counterpart; but when he desired of one woman that
she should be always and intimately with him, the background of his
life, the mother of his children, he was better advised to avoid
nerves and sensibilities, and try for the repose of the common--the
uncommon--domestic virtues. Ah, he said, they were sweet, like lavender.
(Already, I told him, he smelled the housekeeper’s linen-chest.) But
I did not interrupt him much; I couldn’t, he was too absorbed. To
temperamental pairing, he declared, the century owed its breed of
decadents. I asked him if he had ever really recognized one; and he
retorted that if he hadn’t he didn’t wish to make a beginning in his
own family. In a quarter of an hour he repudiated the theories of a
lifetime, a gratifying triumph for simple elemental goodness. Having
denied the value of the subtler pretensions to charm in woman as you
marry her, he went artlessly on to endow Cecily with as many of them as
could possibly be desirable. He actually persuaded himself to say that
it was lovely to see the reflections of life in her tranquil spirit;
and when I looked at him incredulously he grew angry, and hinted that
Cecily’s sensitiveness to reflections and other things might be a trifle
beyond her mother’s ken. ‘She responds instantly, intimately, to the
beautiful everywhere,’ he declared.
‘Aren’t the opportunities of life on board ship rather limited to
demonstrate that?’ I inquired. ‘I know--you mean sunsets. Cecily is very
fond of sunsets. She is always asking me to come and look at them.’
‘I was thinking of last night’s sunset,’ he confessed. ‘We looked at it
together.’
‘What did she say?’ I asked idly.
‘Nothing very much. That’s just the point. Another girl would have raved
and gushed.’
‘Oh, well, Cecily never does that,’ I responded. ‘Nevertheless she is
a very ordinary human instrument. I hope I shall have no temptation ten
years hence to remind you that I warned you of her quality.’
‘I wish, not in the least for my own profit, for I am well convinced
already, but simply to win your cordiality and your approval--never did
an unexceptional wooer receive such niggard encouragement!--I wish there
were some sort of test for her quality. I would be proud to stand by it,
and you would be convinced. I can’t find words to describe my objection
to your state of mind.’
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