Elsie, on the contrary, had been born in a comfortable farmhouse, amidst
homeliness and abundance. But at a very early age she had lost both
father and mother; not so early, however, but that she had faint
memories of warm soft times on her mother’s bosom, and of refuge in her
mother’s arms from the attacks of geese, and the pursuit of pigs.
Therefore, in after-times, when she looked forward to heaven, it was as
much a reverting to the old heavenly times of childhood and mother’s
love, as an anticipation of something yet to be revealed. Indeed,
without some such memory, how should we ever picture to ourselves a
perfect rest? But sometimes it would seem as if the more a heart was
made capable of loving, the less it had to love; and poor Elsie, in
passing from a mother’s to a brother’s guardianship, felt a change of
spiritual temperature too keen. He was not a bad man, or incapable of
benevolence when touched by the sight of want in anything of which he
would himself have felt the privation; but he was so coarsely made that
only the purest animal necessities affected him, and a hard word, or
unfeeling speech, could never have reached the quick of his nature
through the hide that enclosed it. Elsie, on the contrary, was
excessively and painfully sensitive, as if her nature constantly
portended an invisible multitude of half-spiritual, half-nervous
antenna, which shrank and trembled in every current of air at all below
their own temperature. The effect of this upon her behaviour was such
that she was called odd; and the poor girl felt she was not like other
people, yet could not help it. Her brother, too, laughed at her without
the slightest idea of the pain he occasioned, or the remotest feeling of
curiosity as to what the inward and consistent causes of the outward
abnormal condition might be. Tenderness was the divine comforting she
needed; and it was altogether absent from her brother’s character and
behaviour.
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