Nor did I get any further with Lady Hilton. Her manner and smile
remained precisely the same as on our first interview. She did not even
show any interest in the fact that her daughter, Lady Lucy, had joined
her brothers in the schoolroom. I had an uncomfortable feeling that the
latter was like her mother, and was not to be trusted. Self-love is the
foulest of all foul feeders, and will defile that it may devour. But I
must not anticipate.
The neglected library was open to me at all hours; and in it I often
took refuge from the dreariness of unsympathetic society. I was never
admitted within the magic circle of the family interests and enjoyments.
If there was such a circle, Lady Alice and I certainly stood outside of
it; but whether even then it had any real inside to it, I doubted much.
Nevertheless, as I have said, our common exclusion had not the effect of
bringing us together as sharers of the same misfortune. In the library I
found companions more to my need. But, even there, they were not easy to
find; for the books were in great confusion. I could discover no
catalogue, nor could I hear of the existence of such a useless luxury.
One morning at breakfast, therefore, I asked Lord Hilton if I might
arrange and catalogue the books during my leisure hours. He replied:--
“Do anything you like with them, Mr. Campbell, except destroy them.”
Now I was in my element. I never had been by any means a book-worm; but
the very outside of a book had a charm to me. It was a kind of
sacrament--an outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace;
as, indeed, what on God’s earth is not? So I set to work amongst the
books, and soon became familiar with many titles at least, which had
been perfectly unknown to me before. I found a perfect set of our
poets-perfect according to the notion of the editor and the issue of the
publisher, although it omitted both Chaucer and George Herbert. I began
to nibble at that portion of the collection which belonged to the
sixteenth century; but with little success. I found nothing, to my idea,
but love poems without any love in them, and so I soon became weary. But
I found in the library what I liked far better--many romances of a very
marvellous sort, and plentiful interruption they gave to the formation
of the catalogue. I likewise came upon a whole nest of the German
classics which seemed to have kept their places undisturbed, in virtue
of their unintelligibility. There must have been some well-read scholar
in the family, and that not long before, to judge by the near approach
of the line of this literature; happening to be a tolerable reader of
German, I found in these volumes a mine of wealth inexhaustible. I
learned from Mrs. Wilson that this scholar was a younger brother of Lord
Hilton, who had died about twenty years before. He had led a retired,
rather lonely life, was of a melancholy and brooding disposition, and
was reported to have had an unfortunate love-story. This was one of many
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