Margaret lay as still as death. But having been accustomed to similar
conditions in my Alice, I believed I saw signs of returning animation,
and withdrew to my seat. Nor was I mistaken; for, in a few minutes more,
she murmured my name. I hastened to her.
“Call Janet,” she said.
I opened the door, and called her. She came in a moment, looking at once
frightened and relieved.
“Get me some tea,” said Margaret once more.
After she had drunk the tea, she looked at me, and said,
“Go home now, Duncan, and come back about noon. Mind you go to bed.”
She closed her eyes once more. I waited till I saw her fast in an
altogether different sleep from the former, if sleep that could in any
sense be called.
As I went, I looked back on the vision of the night as on one of those
illusions to which the mind, busy with its own suggestions, is always
liable. The night season, simply because it excludes the external, is
prolific in such. The more of the marvellous any one may have
experienced in the course of his history, the more sceptical ought he to
become, for he is the more exposed to delusion. None have made more
blunders in the course of their revelations than genuine seers. Was it
any wonder that, as I sat at midnight beside the woman of a hundred
years, who had voluntarily died for a time that she might discover what
most of all things it concerned me to know, the ancient tale, on which,
to her mind, my whole history turned, and which she had herself told me
in this very cottage, should take visible shape to my excited brain and
watching eyes?
I have one thing more to tell, which strengthens still further this view
of the matter. As I walked home, before I had gone many hundred yards
from the cottage, I suddenly came upon my own old Constancy. He was
limping about, picking the best grass he could find from among the roots
of the heather and cranberry bushes. He gave a start when I came upon
him, and then a jubilant neigh.
But he could not be so glad as I was. When I had taken sufficient pains
to let him know this fact, I walked on, and he followed me like a dog,
with his head at my heel; but as he limped much, I turned to examine
him; and found one cause of his lameness to be, that the loose shoe,
which was a hind one, was broken at the toe; and that one half, held
only at the toe, had turned round and was sticking right out, striking
his forefoot every time he moved. I soon remedied this, and he walked
much better.
But the phenomena of the night, and the share my old horse might have
borne in them, were not the subjects, as may well be supposed, that
occupied my mind most, on my walk to the farm. Was it possible that
Margaret might have found out something about _her?_ That was the one
question.
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