The night succeeding the occurrences related in the last chapter
brought little rest to the pillow either of Nina or of Ethelston; and
on the following day, as if by mutual agreement, they avoided each
other’s presence, until the hour appointed for their meeting again
in the orange–grove. Ethelston was firmly resolved to explain to her
unreservedly his long engagement to Lucy, hoping that the feelings of
Nina would prove, in this instance, rather impetuous than permanent.
The tedious day appeared to her as if it never would draw to a close.
She fled from her mother, and from the screaming parrots; she tried
the guitar, but it seemed tuneless and discordant; her pencil and her
book were by turns taken up, and as soon laid aside; she strolled even
at midday into the orange–grove, to the spot where she had last sat
by him, and a blush stole over her cheek when she remembered that she
had been betrayed into an avowal of her love; and then came the doubt,
the inquiry, whether he felt any love for her? Thus did she muse and
ponder, until the hours, which in the morning had appeared to creep so
slowly over the face of the dial, now glided unconsciously forward. The
dinner–hour had passed unheeded; and before she had summoned any of
the courage and firmness which she meant to call to her aid, Ethelston
stood before her. He was surprised at finding Nina on this spot,
and had approached it long before the appointed time, in order that
he might prepare himself for the difficult and painful task which he
had undertaken. But though unprepared, his mind was of too firm and
regulated a character to be surprised out of a fixed determination;
and he came up and offered his hand to Nina, greeting her in his
accustomed tone of familiar friendship. She received his salutation
with evident embarrassment; her hand and her voice trembled, and her
bosom throbbed in a tumult of anxiety and expectation. Ethelston saw
that he could not defer the promised explanation; and he commenced it
with his usual gentleness of manner, but with a firm resolve that he
would be honest and explicit in his language. He began by referring
to his long illness, and, with gratitude, to her care and attention
during its continuance; he assured her, that having been told both by
Madame L’Estrange and her brother, that she was affianced to Monsieur
Bertrand, he had accustomed himself to look on her as a younger sister;
and, as such, had ventured to offer her advice and instruction in her
studies. He knew not, he dreamt not, that she could ever look upon him
in any other light than that of a Mentor.
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