Here he paused a moment, and continued in a deeper and more earnest
tone “Nina—dear Nina, we _must_ be as Mentor and his pupil to each
other, or we must part. I will frankly lay my heart open to you. I will
conceal nothing; then you will not blame me, and will, I hope, permit
me to remain your grateful friend and brother. Nina, I am not blind
either to your beauty, or to the many, many graces of your disposition.
I do full justice to the warmth and truth of your affections: you
deserve, when loved, to be loved with a whole heart—“
“O spare this!” interrupted Nina, in a hurried whisper: “Spare this,
speak of yourself!”
“I was even about to do so,” continued Ethelston; “but, Nina, such a
heart I have not to give. For many months and years, before I ever saw
or knew you, I have loved, and still am betrothed to another.”
A cold shudder seemed to pass through Nina’s frame while these few
words were spoken, as if in a moment the health, the hope, the blossom
of her youth were blighted! Not a tear, not even a sob, gave relief
to her agony; her bloodless lip trembled in a vain attempt to speak
she knew not what, and a burning chill sat upon her heart. These words
may appear to some strange and contradictory: happy, thrice happy, ye
to whom they so appear! If you have never known what it is to feel
at once a scorching heat parching the tongue, and drying up all the
well–springs of life within, while a leaden weight of ice seems to
benumb the heart, then have you never known the sharpest, extreme pangs
of disappointed love!
Ethelston was prepared for some sudden and violent expression on
the part of Nina, but this death–like, motionless silence almost
overpowered him. He attempted, by the gentlest and the kindest words,
to arouse her from this stupor of grief. He took her hand; its touch
was cold. Again and again he called her name; but her ear seemed
insensible, even to his voice. At length, unable to bear the sight of
her distress, and fearful that he might no longer restrain his tongue
from uttering words which would be treason to his first and faithful
love, he rushed into the house, and hastily informing Nina’s governess
that her pupil had been suddenly taken ill in the orange–grove, he
locked himself in his room, and gave vent to the contending emotions by
which he was oppressed.
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