Love stories; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
The tsars, monks, warriors and statesmen of the past filed before him as
they lived and moved. Moscow seemed to him to be a miniature tsardom.
Here was conflict, here the death punishment was carried out; he saw
Tatars, Cossacks of the Don. The varied life attracted him.
In spite of obstacles he passed from one course to another at the
University. He was helped by the reputation for talent he had won by
certain poems and essays, the subjects of which were drawn from Russian
history.
“Which service do you mean to enter?” the Dean asked him one day. “In a
week’s time you will be leaving the University. What are you going to
do?”
Raisky was silent.
“What profession have you selected?”
Raisky almost answered that he meant to be an artist, but he remembered
in time the reception that this proposition had received from his
guardian and his aunt. “I shall write verses,” he answered in a low tone.
“But that is not a profession. You may write verses and yet....”
“Stories too.”
“Naturally, you can write stories as well. You have talent and means to
develop it. But what profession--profession, I asked.”
“For the moment I shall enter the Guards, later on the Civil Service--I
mean to be a barrister, a governor....”
The Dean smiled. “You begin by being an ensign, that is comprehensible.
You and Leonid Koslov are exceptions; every other man has made his
decision.”
When Koslov was asked his intentions he replied that he would like to be
a schoolmaster somewhere in the interior, and from this intention he
refused to be turned aside.
Raisky moved among the golden youth of St. Petersburg society, first as
young officer, then as bureaucrat, fulfilled his duties in devotion to
the beauty of many an Armide, suffering to some degree, and gaining some
experience in the process. After a time his dreams and his artistic
consciousness revived. He seemed to see the Volga flowing between its
steep banks, the shady garden, and the wooded precipice. He abandoned
the Civil Service in its turn to enter the Academy of Arts. His
education would never be finished, but he was determined to be a
creative artist. His aunt scolded him by letter for having left the
Guards; his guardian advised him to seek a position in the Senate, and
sent him letters of recommendation.
But Raisky did not enter the Senate, but indolently pursued his artistic
studies, read a great deal, wrote poems and prose, danced, went into
society and to the theatre, indulged in wild dissipation, and at the
same time did some musical composition, and drew a portrait of a lady.
He would spend one week in dissipation and the next in diligent study at
the Academy. Life knocked at the door and tore him from his artist’s
dreams to a dissolute existence of alternating pleasure and boredom.
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