Love stories; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
“But for her you would not see a single button on my clothes,” continued
Leonti. “I eat and sleep comfortably, and our household goes on evenly
and placidly. However small my means are she knows how to make them
provide for everything.” She raised her eyes, and looked at them, for
the last statement was true. “It’s a pity,” continued Leonti, “that she
does not care about books. She can chatter French fast enough, but if
you give her a book, she does not understand half of it. She still
writes Russian incorrectly. If she sees Greek characters, she says they
would make a good pattern for cotton printing, and sets the book upside
down. And she cannot even read a Latin title.”
“That will do. Not another word about the books. Only on that condition,
I don’t send them to the Gymnasium. Now let us sit down to table, or I
shall go to my Grandmother’s, for I am famished.”
“Do you intend to spend your whole life like this?” asked Raisky as he
was sitting after dinner alone with Leonti in the study.
“Yes, what more do I need?”
“Have you no desires, does nothing call you away from this place, have
you no longings for freedom and space, and don’t you feel cramped in
this narrow frame of hedge, church spire and house, under your very
nose?”
“Have I so little to look at under my nose?” asked Leonti, pointing to
the books. “I have books, pupils, and in addition a wife and peace of
heart, isn’t that enough?”
“Are books life? This old trash has a great deal to answer for. Men
strive forwards, seek to improve themselves, to cleanse their
conceptions, to drive away the mist, to meet the problems of society by
justice, civilisation, orderly administration, while you instead of
looking at life, study books.”
“What is not to be found in books is not to be found in life either, or
if there is anything it is of no importance,” said Leonti firmly. “The
whole programme of public and private life lies behind us; we can find
an example for everything.”
“You are still the same old student, Leonti, always worrying about what
has been experienced in the past, and never thinking of what you
yourself are.”
“What I am! I am a teacher of the classics. I am as deeply concerned
with the life of the past, as you with ideals and figures. You are an
artist. Why should you wonder that certain figures are dear to me? Since
when have artists ceased to draw water from the wells of the ancients?”
“Yes, an artist,” said Raisky, with a sigh. He pointed to his head and
breast. “Here are figures, notes, forms, enthusiasm, the creative
passion, and as yet I have done almost nothing.”
“What restrains you? You are now painting, you wrote me, a great picture,
which you mean to exhibit.”
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