Love stories; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
“How should I do otherwise, since they say the way to Hell is paved with
them. No, you will do little more than you have accomplished
already--that is very little. We, and many like us, simply rot and die.
The only wonder is that you don’t drink. That is how our artists,
half men, usually end their careers.”
Smiling he thrust a glass towards his host, but emptied it himself.
Raisky concluded that he was cold, malicious and heartless. But the last
remark had disturbed him. Was he really only half a man? Had he not a
firm determination to reach the goal he had set before himself? He was
only making fun of him.
“You see that I don’t drink away my talents,” he remarked.
“Yes, that is an improvement, a step forward. You haven’t succumbed to
society, to perfumes, gloves and dancing. Drinking is a different thing.
It goes to one man’s head, another is susceptible to passion. Tell me,
do you easily take fire? Ah! I have touched the spot,” he went on as
Raisky coloured. “That belongs to the artistic temperament, to which
nothing is foreign--_Nihil humanum_, etc. One loves wine, another
women, a third cards. The artists have usurped all these things for
themselves. Now kindly explain what I am.”
“What you are. Why, an artist, without doubt, who on a first
acquaintance will drink, storm public houses, shoot, borrow money--”
“And not repay it. Bravo! an admirable description. To justify your last
remark and prove its truth beyond doubt, lend me a hundred roubles. I
will never pay them back unless you and I should have exchanged our
respective situations in life.”
“You say that in jest?”
“Not at all. The market gardener, with whom I live, feeds me. He has no
money, nor have I.”
Raisky shrugged his shoulders, felt in his pockets, produced his pocket
book and laid some notes on the table.
“You have counted wrong,” said Mark. “There are only eighty here.”
“I have no more money on me. My aunt keeps my money, and I will send you
the balance to-morrow.”
“Don’t forget. This is enough for the moment and now I want to sleep.”
“My bed is at your disposal, and I will sleep on the divan. You are my
guest.”
“I should be worse than a Tatar if I did that,” murmured Mark, already
half asleep. “Lie down on your bed. Anything will do for me.”
In a few minutes he was sleeping the sleep of a tired, satisfied and
drunken man worn out with cold and weariness. Raisky went to the window,
raised the curtain, and looked out into the dark, starlit night. Now and
then a flame hovered over the unemptied bowl, flared up and lighted up
the room for a moment. There was a gentle tap on the door.
“Who is there?” he asked.
“I, Borushka. Open quickly. What are you doing there,” said the anxious
voice of Tatiana Markovna.
Raisky opened the door, and saw his aunt before him, like a white-clad
ghost.
“What is going on here. I saw a light through the window, and thought
you were asleep. What is burning in the bowl.”
“Rum.”
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