Feminist fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
To tell the truth, no such idea occurred to Kate either. She was as
happy as her father. At last, in circumstances sad enough, she had
reached a degree of understanding with him. She had no thought for the
inconvenience under which she worked. She was more than willing to sit
till past the middle of the night answering her letters, postponing her
engagements, sustaining her humbler and more unhappy friends--those who
were under practical parole to her--with her encouragement, and always,
day by day, extending the idea of the Bureau of Children. For daily it
took shape; daily the system of organization became more apparent to
her. She wrote to Ray McCrea about it; she wrote to Karl Wander on the
same subject. It seemed to suffice or almost to suffice her. It kept her
from anticipating the details of the melancholy drama which was now
being enacted before her eyes.
For her father was passing. His weakness increased, and his attitude
toward life became one of gentle indifference. He was homesick for his
wife, too. Though he had seemed to take so little satisfaction in her
society, and had not scrupled when she was alive to show the contempt he
felt for her opinions, now he liked to talk of her. He had made a great
outcry against sentiment all of his life, but in his weakness he found
his chief consolation in it. He had been a materialist, denying
immortality for the soul, but now he reverted to the phrases of pious
men of the past generation.
"I shall be seeing your mother soon, Kate," he would say wistfully,
holding his daughter's hand. Kate was involuntarily touched by such
words, but she was ashamed for him, too. Where was all his hard-won,
bravely flaunted infidelity? Where his scientific outlook?
It was only slowly, and as the result of her daily and nightly
association with him, that she began to see how his acquired convictions
were slipping away from him, leaving the sentiments and predilections
which had been his when he was a boy. Had he never been a strong man,
really, and had his violence of opinion and his arrogance of demeanor
been the defences erected by a man of spiritual timidity and restless,
excitable brain? Had his assertiveness, like his compliance, been part
and parcel of a mind not at peace, not grounded in a definite faith?
Perhaps he had been afraid of the domination of his gentle wife with her
soft insistence, and had girded at her throughout the years because of
mere fanatic self-esteem. But now that she had so long been beyond the
reach of his whimsical commands, he turned to the thought of her like a
yearning child to its mother.
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