Feminist fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"If you hadn't come when you did, Kate," he would say, weeping with
self-pity, "I should have died alone. I wouldn't own to any one how sick
I was. Why, one night I was so weak, after being out thirty-six hours
with a sick woman, that I had to creep upstairs on my hands and knees."
He sobbed for a moment piteously, his nerves too tattered to permit him
to retain any semblance of self-control. Kate tried in vain to soothe
him. "What would your mother have thought if you had let me die alone?"
he demanded of her.
It was useless for her to say that he had not told her he was ill. He
was in no condition to face the truth. He was completely shattered--the
victim of a country physician's practice and of an unrestrained
irritability. Her commiseration had been all that was needed to have him
yield himself unreservedly to her care.
It had been her intention to stay in the woods with him for a fortnight,
but the end of that time found his lassitude increasing and his need for
her greater than ever. She was obliged to ask for indefinite leave of
absence. A physician came from Milwaukee once a week to see him; and
meantime quiet and comfort were his best medicines.
The autumn began to deepen. The pines accentuated their solemnity, and
out on the roadways the hazel bushes and the sumac changed to canary, to
russet, and to crimson. For days together the sky would be cloudless,
and even in the dead of night the vault seemed to retain its splendor.
There are curious cloths woven on Persian and on Turkish looms which
appear to the casual eye to be merely black, but which held in sunlight
show green and blue, purple and bronze, like the shifting colors on a
duck's back. Kate, pacing back and forth in the night after hours of
concentrated labor,--labor which could be performed only when her father
was resting,--noted such mysterious and evasive hues in her Northern
sky. Never had she seen heavens so triumphant. True, the stars shone
with a remote glory, but she was more inspired by their enduring, their
impersonal magnificence, than she could have been by anything relative
to herself.
A year ago, had she been so isolated, she might have found herself
lonely, but it was quite different now. She possessed links with the
active world. There were many who wanted her--some for small and some
for great things. She felt herself in the stream of life; it poured
about her, an invisible thing, but strong and deep. Sympathy,
understanding, encouragement, reached her even there in her solitude and
heartened her. Weary as she often was physically, drained as she could
not but be mentally, her heart was warm and full.
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