Never having earned so much as a single penny, the idea of anyone's
giving her anything for what she might be able to do was disturbingly
vague and unreal. On the other hand, looking about her, she saw scores
of men and women, personally known to her to be dull of conversation,
and not well mannered or well dressed or well anything, who were making
livings without overwhelming difficulty. Why not Mildred Gower? In
this view the outlook was not discouraging. "I'll no doubt go through
some discomfort, getting myself placed. But somewhere and somehow I
shall be placed--and how I shall revenge myself on Donald Keith!" His
fascination for her had not been destroyed by his humiliating lack of
belief in her, nor by his cold-hearted desertion at just the critical
moment. But his conduct had given her the incentive of rage, of stung
vanity--or wounded pride, if you prefer. She would get him back; she
would force him to admit; she would win him, if she could--and that
ought not to be difficult when she should be successful. Having won
him, then-- What then? Something superb in the way of revenge; she
would decide what, when the hour of triumph came. Meanwhile she must
search for lodgings.
In her journeyings under the guidance of attractive advertisements and
"carefully selected" agents' lists, she found herself in front of her
first lodgings in New York--the house of Mrs. Belloc. She had often
thought of the New England school-teacher, arrived by such strange
paths at such a strange position in New York. She had started to call
on her many times, but each time had been turned aside; New York makes
it more than difficult to find time to do anything that does not have
to be done at a definite time and for a definite reason. She was worn
out with her futile trampings up and down streets, up and down stairs.
Up the stone steps she went and rang the bell.
Yes, Mrs. Belloc was in, and would be glad to see her, if Miss Stevens
would wait in the drawing-room a few minutes. She had not seated
herself when down the stairs came the fresh, pleasantly countrified
voice of Mrs. Belloc, inviting her to ascend. As Mildred started up,
she saw at the head of the stairs the frank and cheerful face of the
lady herself. She was holding together at the neck a thin silk wrapper
whose lines strongly suggested that it was the only garment she had on.
"Why should old friends stand on ceremony?" said Mrs. Belloc. "Come
right up. I've been taking a bath. My masseuse has just gone." Mrs.
Belloc enclosed her in a delightfully perfumed embrace, and they kissed
with enthusiasm.
"I AM glad to see you," said Mildred, feeling all at once a thrilling
sense of at-homeness. "I didn't realize how glad I'd be till I saw
you."
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