In the third act she was worse than in the second. At the end of the
rehearsal the others, theretofore flattering and encouraging, turned
away to talk among themselves and avoided her. Ransdell, about to
leave, said:
"Don't look so down-hearted, Miss Gower. You'll be all right
to-morrow. An off day's nothing."
He said it loudly enough for the others to hear. Mildred's face grew
red with white streaks across it, like the prints of a lash. The
subtlest feature of his malevolence had been that, whereas on other
days he had taken her aside to criticize her, on this day he had spoken
out--gently, deprecatingly, but frankly--before the whole company.
Never had Mildred Gower been so sad and so blue as she was that day and
that night. She came to the rehearsal the following day with a sore
throat. She sang, but her voice cracked on the high notes. It was a
painful exhibition. Her fellow principals, who had been rather glad of
her set-back the day before, were full of pity and sympathy. They did
not express it; they were too kind for that. But their looks, their
drawing away from her--Mildred could have borne sneers and jeers
better. And Ransdell was SO forbearing, SO gentle.
Her voice got better, got worse. Her acting remained mediocre to bad.
At the fifth rehearsal after the break with the stage-director, Mildred
saw Crossley seated far back in the dusk of the empty theater. It was
his first appearance at rehearsals since the middle of the first week.
As soon as he had satisfied himself that all was going well, he had
given his attention to other matters where things were not going well.
Mildred knew why he was there--and she acted and sang atrociously.
Ransdell aggravated her nervousness by ostentatiously trying to help
her, by making seemingly adroit attempts to cover her
mistakes--attempts apparently thwarted and exposed only because she was
hopelessly bad.
In the pause between the second and third acts Ransdell went down and
sat with Crossley, and they engaged in earnest conversation. The
while, the members of the company wandered restlessly about the stage,
making feeble attempts to lift the gloom with affected cheerfulness.
Ransdell returned to the stage, went up to Mildred, who was sitting
idly turning the leaves of a part-book.
"Miss Gower," said he, and never had his voice been so friendly as in
these regretful accents, "don't try to go on to-day. You're evidently
not yourself. Go home and rest for a few days. We'll get along with
your understudy, Miss Esmond. When Mr. Crossley wants to put you in
again, he'll send for you. You mustn't be discouraged. I know how
beginners take these things to heart. Don't fret about it. You can't
fail to succeed."
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