In fact, Henry Gower had often thought of the fate of his family if he
should die. In the first year of his married life, at a time when
passion for a beautiful bride was almost sweeping him into generous
thought, he had listened for upward of an hour to the eloquence of a
life insurance agent. Then the agent, misled by Gower's effusively
generous and unselfish expressions, had taken a false tack. He had
descanted upon the supreme satisfaction that would be felt by a dying
man as he reflected how his young widow would be left in affluence. He
made a vivid picture; Gower saw--saw his bride happier after his death
than she had been during his life, and attracting a swarm of admirers
by her beauty, well set off in becoming black, and by her independent
income. The generous impulse then and there shriveled to its weak and
shallow roots. With tears in his kind, clear eyes he thanked the agent
and said:
"You have convinced me. You need say no more. I'll send for you in a
few days."
The agent never got into his presence again. Gower lived up to his
income, secure in the knowledge that his ability as a lawyer made him
certain of plenty of money as long as he should live. But it would
show an utter lack of comprehension of his peculiar species of
character to imagine that he let himself into the secret of his own
icy-heartedness by ceasing to think of the problem of his wife and two
children without him to take care of them. On the contrary, he thought
of it every day, and planned what he would do about it--to-morrow. And
for his delay he had excellent convincing excuses. Did he not take
care of his naturally robust health? Would he not certainly outlive
his wife, who was always doctoring more or less? Frank would be able to
take care of himself; anyhow, it was not well to bring a boy up to
expectations, because every man should be self-supporting and
self-reliant. As for Mildred, why, with her beauty and her cleverness
she could not but make a brilliant marriage. Really, there was for him
no problem of an orphaned family's future; there was no reason why he
should deny himself any comfort or luxury, or his vanity any of the
titillations that come from social display.
That one of his calculations which was the most vital and seemed the
surest proved to be worthless. It is not the weaklings who die, after
infancy and youth, but the strong, healthy men and women. The
weaklings have to look out for themselves, receive ample warning in the
disastrous obvious effects of the slightest imprudence. The robust,
even the wariest of them, even the Henry Gowers, overestimate and
overtax their strength. Gower's downfall was champagne. He could not
resist a bottle of it for dinner every night. As so often happens, the
collapse of the kidneys came without any warning that a man of powerful
constitution would deem worthy of notice. By the time the doctor began
to suspect the gravity of his trouble he was too far gone.
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