It was evidence of superior acumen that she saw even vaguely the real
Bill Siddall, the money-maker, beneath the General William Siddall, raw
and ignorant and vulgar--more vulgar in his refinement than the most
shocking bum at home and at ease in foul-smelling stew. Every man of
achievement hides beneath his surface--personality this second and real
man, who makes the fortune, discovers the secret of chemistry, fights
the battle, carries the election, paints the picture, commits the
frightful murder, evolves the divine sermon or poem or symphony. Thus,
when we meet a man of achievement, we invariably have a sense of
disappointment. "Why, that's not the man!" we exclaim. "There must be
some mistake." And it is, indeed, not the man. Him we are incapable of
seeing. We have only eyes for surfaces; and, not being doers of
extraordinary deeds, but mere plodders in the routines of existence, we
cannot believe that there is any more to another than there is to
ourselves. The pleasant or unpleasant surface for the conventional
relations of life is about all there is to us; therefore it is all
there is to human nature. Well, there's no help for it. In measuring
our fellow beings we can use only the measurements of our own selves;
we have no others, and if others are given to us we are as foozled as
one knowing only feet and inches who has a tape marked off in meters
and centimeters.
It so happened that in her social excursions Mildred had never been in
any of the numerous homes of the suddenly and vastly rich of humble
origin. She was used to--and regarded as proper and elegant--the
ordinary ostentations and crudities of the rich of conventional
society. No more than you or I was she moved to ridicule or disdain by
the silliness and the tawdry vulgarity of the life of palace and
liveried lackey and empty ceremonial, by the tedious entertainments, by
the displays of costly and poisonous food. But General Siddall's
establishment presented a new phase to her--and she thought it unique
in dreadfulness and absurdity.
The general had had a home life in his youth--in a coal-miner's cabin
near Wilkes-Barre. Ever since, he had lived in boarding-houses or
hotels. As his shrewd and rapacious mind had gathered in more and more
wealth, he had lived more and more luxuriously--but always at hotels.
He had seen little of the private life of the rich. Thus he had been
compelled to get his ideas of luxury and of ceremonial altogether from
the hotel-keepers and caterers who give the rich what the more
intelligent and informed of the rich are usually shamed by people of
taste from giving themselves at home.
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