However, while she could not quite convince herself that she loved, she
became convinced without effort that she was happy, that she was going
to be still happier. The excitement wrought her into a state of
exaltation and swept her through the wedding ceremony and the going
away as radiant a bride as a man would care to have.
There is much to be said against the noisy, showy wedding. Certainly
love has rarely been known to degrade himself to the point of attending
any such. But there is something to be said for that sort of married
start--for instance, where love is neither invited nor desired, an
effort must be made to cover the painful vacancy his absence always
causes.
The little general's insistence on a "real wedding" was most happy for
him. It probably got him his bride.
III
THE intoxication of that wedding held on long enough and strongly
enough to soften and blunt the disillusionments of the first few days
of the honeymoon. In the prospect that period had seemed, even to
Mildred's rather unsophisticated imagination, appalling beyond her
power to endure. In the fact--thanks in large part to that
intoxication--it was certainly not unendurable. A human being, even an
innocent young girl, can usually bear up under any experience to which
a human being can be subjected. The general in pajamas--of the finest
silk and of pigeon's-egg blue with a vast gorgeous monogram on the
pocket--was more grotesque, rather than more repellent, than the
general in morning or evening attire. Also he--that is, his expert
staff of providers of luxury--had arranged for the bride a series of
the most ravishing sensations in whisking her, like the heroine of an
Arabian Night's tale, from straitened circumstances to the very
paradise of luxury.
The general's ideas on the subject of woman were old fashioned, of the
hard-shell variety. Woman was made for luxury, and luxury was made for
woman. His woman must be the most divinely easeful of the luxurious.
At all times she must be fit and ready for any and every sybaritic idea
that might enter her husband's head--and other purpose she had none.
When she was not directly engaged in ministering to his joy she must be
busy preparing herself for his next call upon her. A woman was a
luxury, was the luxury of luxuries, must have and must use to their
uttermost all capacities for gratifying his senses and his vanity.
Alone with him, she must make him constantly feel how rich and rare and
expensive a prize he had captured. When others were about, she must be
constantly making them envy and admire him for having exclusive rights
in such wonderful preserves. All this with an inflexible devotion to
the loftiest ideals of chastity.
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