On account of gaieties which she did not like to miss, Mrs. Keith
remained imprudently long in the south, and then she was met by the
great temptation of her life; the fiery testing of will and principle
which comes sooner or later to most, though with some it is spread,
diluted, through many years, with others is concentrated into one
tremendous pull. It came, as such trials often do, just so shaped as to
make a fall easy.
Cecil Keith had not trained herself to be habitually true in word and
deed, neither was she a woman of high integrity. James Randolph had not
discovered this.
Giles, always sensitive to heat, failed in health, and was ordered to a
cooler climate. Mrs. Keith started, travelling by easy stages for the
sake of the little invalid; and when a day or two later the nurse fell
ill, she was left behind. Mrs. Keith, feverishly anxious, would wait
for nothing, but hurried on—perhaps too fast, for Giles grew worse.
When two more stages had been accomplished, he sank so rapidly that
she summoned a local German doctor, who told her all hope was at an
end—Giles was dying.
He promised to call again in an hour or two; and she sat beside the
bed, watching the small changed face, realising what this meant to
herself. Giles dying, and the responsibility hers! For her own pleasure
she had stayed in the south, when she ought to have gone north; and
though it might be called only an error in judgment, she would be
blamed.
Worse still—if Giles died, her income ceased. While he lived, she was
comfortably off, and if he should grow to manhood, she might expect
not to be left in the lurch. But his death meant the stoppage of her
income. The estate would pass to a distant relative, and Mr. Penrhyn
would be powerless.
She shrank with bitter dread from the thought of grinding poverty, and
then came the temptation. At first a mere suggestion, almost formless,
but it grew into shape. Why not transpose the boys' names? Why not put
Colin for Giles, and Giles for Colin? If the little one recovered,
the names could be reversed. If die he must, why should not her boy,
as Giles, enjoy the wealth which otherwise must pass to strangers? It
would mean ease for herself and him. And it need not be for always.
Some day she would put things right—would slip out of it. She did not
pause to consider how this might be possible.
The change looked simple. No one here knew her or the boys. Their nurse
she could get rid of, sending a month's wages by post and dismissing
her. Except Mr. Penrhyn and Mr. Dugdale, nobody from home had seen the
children, and they not for months. Little ones alter so much in the
first year or two that the exchange would never be detected. And if
Giles got well, it would not last. It was a precautionary step only, in
view of what might happen.
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