To the German doctor she had not mentioned that Giles was not her
child; indeed, she recalled speaking of him as "my little boy." As to
names, no difficulty existed. She had grown into the way of calling
them "Mop" and "Top," seldom by their true names, and she could soon
teach Colin to know himself as "Giles." It was all too fatally facile.
She did not look ahead, did not realise what the burden on her own
conscience would be, but simply faced the present emergency, simply saw
"wealth" and "poverty" thrown into the balance.
For an hour she wavered, and on the doctor's return she had not
consciously made up her mind. But she had been playing with evil
possibilities, and when he asked in German whether the two were twins,
she found herself claiming the sick boy as her own, talking of the
other as "her charge."
Terror then seized her. She had committed herself to a course of
deceit, and no man could foretell whither it might lead.
Yet, when the doctor called a third time, she made no sign, took no
step to undo what she had done.
All night the child seemed to be dying, but with morning there were
tokens of a rally, and as hours passed this strengthened. The doctor
would not believe himself mistaken, and still foretold a collapse, but
he proved to be wrong. A young English doctor, Wallace by name, passing
through the place, was called in to give a second opinion, and his was
hopeful. He insisted upon a trained nurse, and telegraphed for one
known to him. Mrs. Keith would have given much to avoid both doctor and
nurse; but two or three English residents, hearing of a countrywoman in
trouble, had called, and they arranged the whole, giving her no choice.
Of course doctor, nurse, and new acquaintances all believed Giles to
be Colin, Colin to be Giles. The lie once told had to be repeated, and
would have to be repeated, times without number.
At length the boy was pronounced out of danger, and Mrs. Keith found
herself in a terrible position. It might be weeks before the little
fellow could be moved. Moreover, soon after first arrival, she had
written to Mr. Penrhyn, mentioning the severe illness of—not Giles but
"Colin." She had woven a web around her own feet, and one way only of
escape lay open, the way of confession.
To a proud nature, like hers, confession of such a deed seemed to lie
beyond possibility.
She decided to wait, to see later what could be done. If the child grew
well and strong, he must have his rights. In a few weeks she would get
away from everybody, and would reverse her own work. Meanwhile, all she
could do was to let things drift—a fatal policy!
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