"O surely not!" That which he meant to comfort her proved
exciting. "Don't say it, Giles! So hard as I have tried to make no
difference—even in my love!"
"You have made none, beyond what was inevitable. Colin has the right
to your greater love, and he is infinitely more lovable. Venetian
glass can't be handled like granite. Come, you are not going to worry
yourself! Things are all right."
"I hope so. I shouldn't like to think—" She left the sentence
unfinished, and began anew—"I often wonder—'can' one hold oneself even?
I know what you mean by 'greater strictness' and 'Venetian glass.' Just
because he is my own, I have tried to be more severe with him, and his
sweetness has made it impossible. He is so lovable, as you say."
"Of course your own boy is and must be more to you than all the world
beside."
"Yes—true," she murmured.
"I should be the last ever to wish Colin to come second." Giles spoke
pointedly; for Mrs. Keith's endeavours to give her ward his full rights
had often resulted in giving her son less than his rights. "But here is
the dog-cart."
Mrs. Keith's attempts at self-analysing were brushed aside. Colin was
through the front door before they could leave the library, moving with
an absence of hurry, yet forestalling them. He kissed his mother, shook
hands with Giles, patted the old hound who followed him with sniffs
and whines, exchanged some chaff with the stout butler which set that
excellent retainer grinning with delight, and finally took possession
of an armchair, asking and answering questions in a soft deliberate
undertone, which was the precise antithesis of his mother's variable
voice.
He and Giles were made after different models. A stranger might easily
have set down the latter as a man of four-and-thirty, while few guessed
Colin to have passed his twenty-third year. Yet less than six weeks had
divided the birth of the one from the birth of the other; and each now
had passed his twenty-eighth birthday.
Colin was the shorter, though he gained in apparent height from
his slightness. His fair pale complexion and chiselled delicacy of
feature contrasted with the powerful outlines of Giles, while the
finely-developed forehead spoke of intellect. The blue eyes were
singular, not unlike those of Giles in colour, observant, yet dreamy.
He had suffered severely in health from an accident in boyhood. A
heavy blow on the head had resulted in disabling headaches, which for
years prevented study. His high spirit had made him less of an invalid
than might have been the case; still, education had been a negligible
quantity, so far as any regular "curriculum" was concerned. He had read
much by fits and starts, picking up any amount of general information,
but steady work had been impossible. Foreign travel at last had been
recommended, and much was expected from the three years of absence, now
ended.
Glad to be back! Yes, certainly. Though he had enjoyed himself no
end—thanks to Giles!—with a glance at the latter.
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