To her artistic, her intellectual, her imaginative sides, Colin
appealed. But these were not the whole Phyllys. A more powerful claim
rose up and would not be silenced. Her inner self cried out for
Giles—Giles with his faults, his temper, his difficulty of expression,
his silence—just Giles Randolph as he was. When she could escape, she
went to her own room, recognising that Giles was more to her than any
other in the world. The discovery brought something of dread lest her
love should be unreturned; yet it shed a new radiance on her life. She
had not known the strength with which it was in her to love. A pent-up
flood had burst its barriers, flowing in a rush throughout her being,
and the loosened waters freshened everything they touched, glorifying
the world around. All had become beautiful. Colin had poured new
meanings into Nature and Art. But Giles had poured new light, new love,
into the very springs of her existence. Life was transformed by this
new knowledge. Even if he should never return what she felt for him,
nothing could rob her of the power of loving.
Did he care? She put the question many times. A few days earlier she
had believed herself to be more to him than he was to her. But in the
light of this realisation, she saw him and herself from a fresh point
of view. His reticence made it difficult to gauge what he felt. Yet
things might be as she hoped.
There was a glow in her eyes that evening which awoke hope in Colin,
and aroused Mrs. Wyverne to uneasiness.
She came late to Phyllys' room, and found her at the open window, her
candle out. The old lady closed the window, sat down, and smoothed the
soft hair with unwonted tenderness.
"Thee should be in bed, my child," she said, with her occasional
reversion to the old-fashioned Quaker speech. "Thee should be asleep."
"Very soon, Grannie. The stars are lovely."
Mrs. Wyverne spoke abruptly. "Colin Keith is a pleasant youth; but I
fear I have acted with imprudence. He and thee are friendly."
"Oh, very," assented Phyllys. "I like him so much. He is delightfully
artistic."
"He is winsome, but, I fear, a man of this world only."
"No, indeed, I don't think that. He doesn't talk—men don't, you know.
They are so afraid of saying what might be taken for cant, and they
hate to make a show of goodness. He 'does' think of—that sort of thing.
I am sure he is good; truly good."
Mrs. Wyverne shook a decisive head. Her rules were arbitrary, and would
not include Colin.
"I should fear greatly for thy future, Phyllys, should he and thee
desire to marry."
Phyllys's colour went up in the darkness.
"Oh, not the least chance!" she said. "We are only a sort of cousins.
Not that kind of thing at all. He would not wish it, any more than I
do."
Mrs. Wyverne's uneasiness was deepened, rather than mitigated.
Next day, to the astonishment of everybody, Mrs. Keith walked in.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account