They were having tea under the may tree, whose trusses of white blossom
showered down an almost too sweet perfume. At the edge of the lawn was a
border packed full of wallflowers, blood red and cloth of gold. It was
sunny and windless. The tops of the tall elms were silhouetted against
the blue.
“Are you going to preach here?”
It was Eve who asked the question, and Joan Gaunt who answered it.
“No. We are just private individuals on a walking tour.”
“I see. And that means?”
“Someone on the Black List.”
Eve smothered a sigh of relief. From the moment of entering Basingford
she had felt the deep waters of life flowing under her soul. She was
herself, and more than herself. A strange, premonitory exultation had
descended on her. Her mood was the singing of a bird at dawn, full of
the impulse of a mysterious delight, and of a vitality that hovered on
quivering wings. The lure of the spring was in her blood, and she was
ready to laugh at the crusading faces of her comrades.
She pushed back her chair.
“I shall go and have a wash.”
“What, another wash!”
Her laughter was a girl’s laughter.
“I like to see the water dimpling in the sunlight, and I like the old
Willow Pattern basins. What are you going to do?”
Joan had letters to write. Lizzie was reading a book on “Sex and
Heredity.”
Eve left them under the may tree, washed her face and hands in the blue
basin, tidied her hair, put on her hat with unusual discrimination, and
went out to play the truant.
She simply could not help it. The impulse would brook no argument. She
walked through Basingford in the direction of Fernhill. She wanted to
see the familiar outlines of the hills, to walk along under the cypress
hedges, to feel herself present in the place that she loved so well. For
the moment she was conscious of no purpose that might bring her into
human contact with Fernhill. She wanted memories. The woman in her
desired to feel!
Her first glimpse of the pine woods made her heart go faster. Here were
all the familiar lanes and paths. Some of the trees were her intimates,
especially a queer dwarf who had gone all to tam-o’-shanter. Even the
ditches ran in familiar shadow lines, carrying her memories along. From
the lodge gate she could see the top of the great sequoia that grew on
the lawn before the Fernhill house. It was absurd how it all affected
her. She could have laughed, and she could have wept.
Then a voice, a subtle yet imperious voice, said, “Go down to the
Wilderness!” She bridled at the suggestion, only to remind herself that
she knew a path that would take her round over the hill and down into
the valley where the larches grew. The impulse was stronger than
anything that she could oppose to it. She went.
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