He looked up at her like a man who had been praying, and whose eyes saw
a sign in the heavens.
“Hallo! Up with the lark!”
“Let’s go down to the Wilderness.”
“Come along, Queen Mab.”
“I’ve only got to put my frock on.”
“You’re just the very thing I want.”
* * * * *
CHAPTER XXI
THE WOMAN’S EYES IN THE EYES OF A CHILD
Lynette asked her father to tell her a story. They were walking through
the wet bracken on the edge of the larch wood, Canterton holding the
child’s hand.
“Presently, little Beech Leaf. A good fairy is talking to me, and I must
listen.”
“Then I’ll keep ever so quiet till she’s done.”
Canterton had looked into the eyes of the child, and had seen the
woman’s eyes, Eve’s eyes, in the child’s. For Eve’s eyes had been like
the eyes of Lynette, till he, the man, had awakened a more primitive
knowledge in them. He remembered how it had been said that the child is
a finer, purer creation than either the man or the woman, and that the
sex spirit is a sullying influence, blurring the more delicate colours;
and Eve had had much of the child in her till he, in all innocence, had
taught her to suffer.
A great pity overtook him as he looked down at Lynette, and wondered how
he would feel if some blind idealist were ever to make her suffer. His
pity showed him what love had failed to discover. He understood of a
sudden how blind, how obstinate, and over-confident he must have seemed
to Eve. He had killed all the child in her, and aroused the woman, and
then refused to see that she had changed.
“I have been torturing her.”
His compassion was touched with shame.
“You are making it so impossible.”
That cry of hers had a new pathos. It was she who had suffered, because
she had seen things clearly, while he had been too masterful, too sure
of himself, too oblivious of her youth. One could not put the language
of Summer into the mouth of Spring. It was but part of the miracle of
growth that he had been studying all these years. Certain and inevitable
changes had to occur when the sun climbed higher and the sap rose.
Canterton paused while they were in the thick of the larch wood.
“Lynette, old lady!”
“Yes, daddy?”
“The fairy has just said that we ought to go and see Miss Eve.”
“What a sensible fairy. Yes, do let’s go. She may let me see her do her
hair.”
Canterton smiled. He meant to carry Lynette on his shoulders into the
garden of Orchards Corner, to hold her up as a symbol and a sign, to
betray in the child his surrender. Assuredly it was possible for them to
be healed. He would say, “Let’s go back into yesterday. Try and forgive
me for being blind. We will be big children together, you and I, with
Lynette.”
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