The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of Fife — John Shaqi
The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of FifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of Fife
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fife (Scotland) -- Fiction
“Still Bell! who should we have but Bell?” cried Margaret, the idea of
such a domestic change as the displacement of Bell never having so much
as crossed her fancy. Then she added, quickly, “But tell me, for I have
not heard of you for such a long, long time. You went to the college,
Rob?”
She said his name unadvisedly in the first impulse; but looking up at
him, and seeing him look at her in a way she was unused to, Margaret’s
countenance flamed once more with a momentary blush. She shrank a
little. She said to herself that he was not a little boy now as he used
to be, and that she would never call him Rob again.
“Yes, Miss Margaret, I went to the college. I went through all the
curriculum, and took my degree sometime ago.”
“Then are you a minister now?”
Margaret spoke with a little chill in her tone. She thought that to
be a minister implied a withdrawal from life of a very melancholy and
serious description, and that she might not be able to keep up easy
relations with poor Rob if he had passed that Rubicon. She looked at
him earnestly, with a great deal of gravity in her face. Margaret had
not known many ministers close at hand, and never any so nearly on a
level with her own youthful unimportance as Rob Glen.
“No,” he said, shaking his head. “No. My poor mother! I will never give
her the pleasure I ought. I am not a minister, and never will be. I say
it with sorrow and shame.”
“Oh!” cried Margaret, growing so much interested that her breast heaved
and her breath came quick. “Oh! and what was that for, Mr.--Rob? You
have not done anything wrong?”
“No,” he said, with a smile; “nothing wicked, and yet perhaps you will
think it wicked. I cannot believe just what everybody else believes.
There are papers and things to sign, doctrines--”
Margaret put her hands together timidly and looked into his face.
“You are not an infidel?” she said, with a look of awe and pain.
“No; I am-- I don’t quite know what. I don’t examine too closely, Miss
Margaret. I believe as much as I can, and I don’t think anybody does
more; but I can’t sign papers, can I, when I do not know whether they
are true or not? I cannot do it. I may be wrong, but I cannot say I
believe what I don’t believe.”
“No,” said Margaret, doubtfully. This was something entirely out of
her way, and she did not know how to treat it. She made a hurried
sweep over her own experiences. “I always think it is because I don’t
understand,” she said; and then, after another pause, “When papa says
things I don’t understand, I just hold my tongue.”
“But I am obliged to say yes or no, and I can’t say yes. I hope you
will not blame me, Miss Margaret; that would make me very unhappy. I
have often thought you were one that would be sure to understand what
my position was.”
Margaret did not ask herself why it was that she was expected to
understand; but she was vaguely flattered that he should think her
approbation so important.
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