Children's stories; Fairy tales; Fantasy literature
'There are a great many more good things than bad things to do. Now
tell me what bad thing you have done today besides this sore hurt to my
little white friend.'
While she talked Curdie had sunk into a sort of reverie, in which he
hardly knew whether it was the old lady or his own heart that spoke.
And when she asked him that question, he was at first much inclined to
consider himself a very good fellow on the whole. 'I really don't
think I did anything else that was very bad all day,' he said to
himself. But at the same time he could not honestly feel that he was
worth standing up for. All at once a light seemed to break in upon his
mind, and he woke up and there was the withered little atomy of the old
lady on the other side of the moonlight, and there was the spinning
wheel singing on and on in the middle of it!
'I know now, ma'am; I understand now,' he said. 'Thank you, ma'am, for
spinning it into me with your wheel. I see now that I have been doing
wrong the whole day, and such a many days besides! Indeed, I don't know
when I ever did right, and yet it seems as if I had done right some
time and had forgotten how. When I killed your bird I did not know I
was doing wrong, just because I was always doing wrong, and the wrong
had soaked all through me.'
'What wrong were you doing all day, Curdie? It is better to come to
the point, you know,' said the old lady, and her voice was gentler even
than before.
'I was doing the wrong of never wanting or trying to be better. And now
I see that I have been letting things go as they would for a long time.
Whatever came into my head I did, and whatever didn't come into my head
I didn't do. I never sent anything away, and never looked out for
anything to come. I haven't been attending to my mother--or my father
either. And now I think of it, I know I have often seen them looking
troubled, and I have never asked them what was the matter. And now I
see, too, that I did not ask because I suspected it had something to do
with me and my behaviour, and didn't want to hear the truth. And I
know I have been grumbling at my work, and doing a hundred other things
that are wrong.'
'You have got it, Curdie,' said the old lady, in a voice that sounded
almost as if she had been crying. 'When people don't care to be better
they must be doing everything wrong. I am so glad you shot my bird!'
'Ma'am!' exclaimed Curdie. 'How can you be?'
'Because it has brought you to see what sort you were when you did it,
and what sort you will grow to be again, only worse, if you don't mind.
Now that you are sorry, my poor bird will be better. Look up, my dovey.'
The pigeon gave a flutter, and spread out one of its red-spotted wings
across the old woman's bosom.
'I will mend the little angel,' she said, 'and in a week or two it will
be flying again. So you may ease your heart about the pigeon.'
'Oh, thank you! Thank you!' cried Curdie. 'I don't know how to thank
you.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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