London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Mr Vetch watched her awhile, blowing silently at his pipe, with his
head thrown back on the high, stiff, old-fashioned sofa, and his little
legs crossed under him like a Turk’s. “It’s true you have done a good
deal for him. You are a good little woman, my dear Pinnie, after all.”
He said ‘after all’, because that was a part of his tone. In reality he
had never had a moment’s doubt that she was the best little woman in
the north of London.
“I have done what I could, and I don’t want no fuss made about it. Only
it does make a difference when you come to look at it—about taking him
off to see another woman. And _such_ another woman—and in such a place!
I think it’s hardly right to take an innocent child.”
“I don’t know about that; there are people that would tell you it would
do him good. If he didn’t like the place as a child, he would take more
care to keep out of it later.”
“Lord, Mr Vetch, how can you think? And him such a perfect little
gentleman!” Miss Pynsent cried.
“Is it you that have made him one?” the fiddler asked. “It doesn’t run
in the family, you’d say.”
“Family? what do you know about that?” she replied, quickly, catching
at her dearest, her only hobby.
“Yes, indeed, what does any one know? what did she know herself?” And
then Miss Pynsent’s visitor added, irrelevantly, “Why should you have
taken him on your back? Why did you want to be so good? No one else
thinks it necessary.”
“I didn’t want to be good. That is, I do want to, of course, in a
general way: but that wasn’t the reason then. But I had nothing of my
own—I had nothing in the world but my thimble.”
“That would have seemed to most people a reason for not adopting a
prostitute’s bastard.”
“Well, I went to see him at the place where he was (just where she had
left him, with the woman of the house), and I saw what kind of a shop
_that_ was, and felt it was a shame an innocent child should grow up in
such a place.” Miss Pynsent defended herself as earnestly as if her
inconsistency had been of a criminal cast. “And he wouldn’t have grown
up, neither. _They_ wouldn’t have troubled themselves long with a
helpless baby. _They’d_ have played some trick on him, if it was only
to send him to the workhouse. Besides, I always was fond of tiny
creatures, and I have been fond of this one,” she went on, speaking as
if with a consciousness, on her own part, of almost heroic proportions.
“He was in my way the first two or three years, and it was a good deal
of a pull to look after the business and him together. But now he’s
like the business—he seems to go of himself.”
“Oh, if he flourishes as the business flourishes, you can just enjoy
your peace of mind,” said the fiddler, still with his manner of making
a small dry joke of everything.
“That’s all very well, but it doesn’t close my eyes to that poor woman
lying there and moaning just for the touch of his little ’and before
she passes away. Mrs Bowerbank says she believes I will bring him.”
“Who believes? Mrs Bowerbank?”
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