London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Hyacinth had seen plenty of women who chattered about themselves and
their affairs—a vulgar garrulity of confidence was indeed a leading
characteristic of the sex as he had hitherto learned to know it—but he
was quick to perceive that the great lady who now took the trouble to
open herself to him was not of a gossiping habit; that she must be, on
the contrary, as a general thing, proudly, ironically, reserved, even
to the point of passing, with many people, for a model of the
unsatisfactory. It was very possible she was capricious; yet the fact
that her present sympathies and curiosities might be a caprice wore, in
Hyacinth’s eyes, no sinister aspect. Why was it not a noble and
interesting whim, and why might he not stand, for the hour at any rate,
in the silvery moonshine it threw upon his path? It must be added that
he was far from understanding everything she said, and some of her
allusions and implications were so difficult to seize that they mainly
served to reveal to him the limits of his own acquaintance with life.
Her words evoked all sorts of shadowy suggestions of things he was
condemned not to know, touching him most when he had not the key to
them. This was especially the case with her reference to her career in
Italy, on her husband’s estates, and her relations with his family; who
considered that they had done her a great honour in receiving her into
their august circle (putting the best face on a bad business), after
they had moved heaven and earth to keep her out of it. The position
made for her among these people, and what she had had to suffer from
their family tone, their opinions and customs (though what these might
be remained vague to her listener), had evidently planted in her soul a
lasting resentment and contempt; and Hyacinth gathered that the force
of reaction and revenge might carry her far, make her modern and
democratic and heretical _à outrance_—lead her to swear by Darwin and
Spencer as well as by the revolutionary spirit. He surely need not have
been so sensible of the weak spots in his comprehension of the
Princess, when he could already surmise that personal passion had
counted for so much in the formation of her views. This induction,
however, which had no harshness, did not make her appear to him any the
less a creature compounded of the finest elements; brilliant, delicate,
complicated, but complicated with something divine. It was not until
after he had left her that he became conscious she had forced him to
talk, as well as talked herself. He drew a long breath as he reflected
that he had not made quite such an ass of himself as might very well
have happened; he had been saved by his enjoyment and admiration, which
had not gone to his head and prompted him to show that he too, in his
improbable little way, was remarkable, but had kept him in a state of
anxious, delicious tension, as if the occasion had been a great
solemnity. He had said, indeed, much more than he had warrant for, when
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