London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
she questioned him about his socialistic affiliations; he had spoken as
if the movement were vast and mature, whereas, in fact, so far, at
least, as he was as yet concerned with it, and could answer for it from
personal knowledge, it was circumscribed by the hideously papered walls
of the little club-room at the ‘Sun and Moon’. He reproached himself
with this laxity, but it had not been engendered by vanity. He was only
afraid of disappointing his hostess too much; of making her say, ‘Why
in the world, then, did you come to see me, if you have nothing more
remarkable to relate?’—an inquiry to which, of course, he would have
had an answer ready, if it had not been impossible to him to say that
he had never asked to come: his coming was her own affair. He wanted
too much to come a second time to have the courage to make that speech.
Nevertheless, when she exclaimed, changing the subject abruptly, as she
always did, from something else they had been talking about, “I wonder
whether I shall ever see you again!”, he replied, with perfect
sincerity, that it was very difficult for him to believe anything so
delightful could be repeated. There were some kinds of happiness that
to many people never came at all, and to others could come only once.
He added, “It is very true I had just that feeling after I left you the
other night at the theatre. And yet here I am!”
“Yes, there you are,” said the Princess thoughtfully, as if this might
be a still graver and more embarrassing fact than she had yet supposed
it. “I take it there is nothing essentially impossible in my seeing you
again; but it may very well be that you will never again find it so
pleasant. Perhaps that’s the happiness that comes but once. At any
rate, you know, I am going away.”
“Oh yes, of course; every one leaves town,” Hyacinth commented,
sagaciously.
“Do you, Mr Robinson?” asked the Princess.
“Well, I don’t as a general thing. Nevertheless, it is possible that,
this year, I may get two or three days at the seaside. I should like to
take my old lady. I have done it before.”
“And except for that you shall be always at work?”
“Yes; but you must understand that I like my work. You must understand
that it’s a great blessing for a young fellow like me to have it.”
“And if you didn’t have it, what would you do? Should you starve?”
“Oh, I don’t think I should starve,” the young man replied, judicially.
The Princess looked a little chagrined, but after a moment she
remarked, “I wonder whether you would come to see me, in the country,
somewhere.”
“Oh, dear!” Hyacinth exclaimed, catching his breath. “You are so kind,
I don’t know what to do.”
“Don’t be _banal_, please. That’s what other people are. What’s the use
of my looking for something fresh in other walks of life, if you are
going to be _banal_ too? I ask you, would you come?”
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