London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
He took the ground that Sholto’s admiration for the high-coloured
beauty in the second balcony had been at the bottom of the whole
episode: he had persuaded the Princess to pretend she was a socialist
and should like therefore to confer with Hyacinth, in order that he
might slip into the seat of this too easily deluded youth. At the same
time, it never occurred to our young man to conceal the fact that the
lady in the box had followed him up; he contented himself with saying
that this had been no part of the original plot, but a simple
result—not unnatural, after all—of his turning out so much more
fascinating than one might have supposed. He narrated, with sportive
variations, his visit in South Street, and felt that he would never
feel the need, with his childhood’s friend, of glossing over that sort
of experience. She might make him a scene of jealousy and welcome—there
were things that would have much more terror for him than that; her
jealousy, with its violence, its energy, even a certain inconsequent,
dare-devil humour that played through it, entertained him, illustrated
the frankness, the passion and pluck, that he admired her for. He
should never be on the footing of sparing Miss Henning’s
susceptibilities; how fond she might really be of him he could not take
upon himself to say, but her affection would never take the form of
that sort of delicacy, and their intercourse was plainly foredoomed to
be an exchange of thumps and concussions, of sarcastic shouts and
mutual _défis_. He liked her, at bottom, strangely, absurdly; but after
all it was only well enough to torment her—she could bear so much—not
well enough to spare her. Of there being any justification of her
jealousy of the Princess he never thought; it could not occur to him to
weigh against each other the sentiments he might excite in such opposed
bosoms or those that the spectacle of either emotion might have kindled
in his own. He had, no doubt, his share of fatuity, but he found
himself unable to associate, mentally, a great lady and a shop-girl in
a contest for a prize which should present analogies with his own
personality. How could they have anything in common—even so small a
thing as a desire to possess themselves of Hyacinth Robinson? A fact
that he did not impart to Millicent, and that he could have no wish to
impart to her, was the matter of his pilgrimage to Belgrave Square. He
might be in love with the Princess (how could he qualify, as yet, the
bewildered emotion she had produced in him?), and he certainly never
would conceive a passion for poor Lady Aurora; yet it would have given
him pain much greater than any he felt in the other case, to hear the
girl make free with the ministering angel of Audley Court. The
difference was, perhaps, somehow in that she appeared really not to
touch or arrive at the Princess at all, whereas Lady Aurora was within
her range and compass.
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