London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
now he pitied the rich, those who were regarded as happy. While the
evening passed, therefore, as he kept his place at Tortoni’s, the
emotion that was last to visit him was a compunction for not having put
himself in relation with poor Poupin’s friends, for having neglected to
make the acquaintance of earnest people.
Who in the world, if one should come to that, was as earnest as he
himself, or had given such signal even though secret proofs of it? He
could lay that unction to his soul in spite of his having amused
himself cynically, spent all his time in theatres, galleries, walks of
pleasure. The feeling had not failed him with which he accepted Mr
Vetch’s furtherance—the sense that since he was destined to perish in
his flower he was right to make a dash at the beautiful, horrible
world. That reflection had been natural enough, but what was strange
was the fiddler’s own impulse, his desire to do something pleasant for
him, to beguile him and ship him off. What had been most odd in that
was the way Mr Vetch appeared to overlook the fact that his young
friend had already had, that year, such an episode of dissipation as
was surely rare in the experience of London artisans. This was one of
the many things Hyacinth thought of; he thought of the others in turn
and out of turn; it was almost the first time he had sat still long
enough (except at the theatre) to collect himself. A hundred confused
reverberations of the recent past crowded upon him, and he saw that he
had lived more intensely in the previous six months than in all the
rest of his existence. The succession of events finally straightened
itself, and he tasted some of the rarest, strangest moments over again.
His last week at Medley, in especial, had already become a kind of
fable, the echo of a song; he could read it over like a story, gaze at
it as he would have gazed at some exquisite picture. His visit there
had been perfect to the end, and even the three days that Captain
Sholto’s sojourn lasted had not broken the spell, for the three more
that had elapsed before his own departure (the Princess herself had
given him the signal) were the most important of all. It was then the
Princess had made it clear to him that she was in earnest, was prepared
for the last sacrifice. She was now his standard of comparison, his
authority, his measure, his perpetual reference; and in taking
possession of his mind to this extent she had completely renewed it.
She was altogether a new term, and now that he was in a foreign country
he observed how much her conversation, itself so foreign, had prepared
him to understand it. In Paris he saw, of course, a great many women,
and he noticed almost all of them, especially the actresses;
confronting, mentally, their movement, their speech, their manner of
dressing, with that of his extraordinary friend. He judged that she was
beyond them in every respect, though there were one or two actresses
who had the air of trying to copy her.
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