London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The recollection of the last days he had spent with her affected him
now like the touch of a tear-washed cheek. She had shed tears for him,
and it was his suspicion that her secret idea was to frustrate the
redemption of his vow to Hoffendahl, to the immeasurable body that
Hoffendahl represented. She pretended to have accepted it, and what she
said was simply that when he should have played his part she would
engage to save him—to fling a cloud about him, as the goddess-mother of
the Trojan hero used, in Virgil’s poem, to _escamoter_ Æneas. What she
meant was, in his view, to prevent him from playing his part at all.
She was earnest for herself, not for him. The main result of his
concentrated intimacy with her had been to make him feel that he was
good enough for anything. When he had asked her, the last day, if he
might write to her, she had said, Yes, but not for two or three weeks.
He had written after Pinnie’s death, and again just before coming
abroad, and in doing so had taken account of something else she had
said in regard to their correspondence—that she didn’t wish vague
phrases, protestations or compliments; she wanted the realities of his
life, the smallest, most personal details. Therefore he had treated her
to the whole business of the break-up in Lomax Place, including the
sale of the rickety furniture. He had told her what that transaction
brought—a beggarly sum, but sufficient to help a little to pay debts;
and he had informed her furthermore that one of the ways Mr Vetch had
taken to hurry him off to Paris was to offer him a present of thirty
pounds out of his curious little hoard, to add to the sum already
inherited from Pinnie—which, in a manner that none of Hyacinth’s
friends, of course, could possibly regard as frugal, or even as
respectable, was now consecrated to a mere excursion. He even mentioned
that he had ended by accepting the thirty pounds, adding that he feared
there was something demoralising in his peculiar situation (she would
know what he meant by that): it disposed one to take what one could
get, made one at least very tolerant of whims that happened to be
munificent.
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