London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Well, I hope you think a little better of the world. We mustn’t make
up our mind too early in life.”
“Oh, I have made up mine: it’s an awfully jolly place.”
“Awfully jolly, no; but I like it as I like an old pair of shoes—I like
so much less the idea of putting on the new ones.”
“Why should I complain?” Hyacinth asked. “What have I known but
kindness? People have done such a lot for me.”
“Oh, well, of course, they have liked you. But that’s all right,”
murmured Mr Vetch, beginning to scrape again. What remained in
Hyacinth’s mind from this conversation was the fact that the old man,
whom he regarded distinctly as cultivated, had thought his letters
clever. He only wished that he had made them cleverer still; he had no
doubt of his ability to have done so.
It may be imagined whether the first hours he spent at old
Crookenden’s, after he took up work again, were altogether to his
taste, and what was the nature of the reception given him by his former
comrades, whom he found exactly in the same attitudes and the same
clothes (he knew and hated every article they wore), and with the same
primitive pleasantries on their lips. Our young man’s feelings were
mingled; the place and the people appeared to him loathsome, but there
was something delightful in handling his tools. He gave a little
private groan of relief when he discovered that he still liked his work
and that the pleasant swarm of his ideas (in the matter of sides and
backs) returned to him. They came in still brighter, more suggestive
form, and he had the satisfaction of feeling that his taste had
improved, that it had been purified by experience, and that the covers
of a book might be made to express an astonishing number of high
conceptions. Strange enough it was, and a proof surely, of our little
hero’s being a genuine artist, that the impressions he had accumulated
during the last few months appeared to mingle and confound themselves
with the very sources of his craft and to be susceptible of technical
representation. He had quite determined, by this time, to carry on his
life as if nothing were hanging over him, and he had no intention of
remaining a little bookbinder to the end of his days; for that medium,
after all, would translate only some of his conceptions. Yet his trade
was a resource, an undiminished resource, for the present, and he had a
particular as well as a general motive in attempting new flights—the
prevision of the exquisite work which he was to do during the coming
year for the Princess and which it was very definite to him he owed
her. When that debt should have been paid and his other arrears made up
he proposed to himself to write something. He was far from having
decided as yet what it should be; the only point settled was that it
should be very remarkable and should not, at least on the face of it,
have anything to do with a fresh deal of the social pack. That was to
be his transition—into literature; to bind the book, charming as the
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