London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Fancy your talking as if you didn’t know!” said Millicent.
“Finish your tea—don’t mind how I talk.”
“Well, you _’ave_ got a temper!” the girl exclaimed, archly. “I should
have thought you’d be a clerk at a banker’s.”
“Do they select them for their tempers?”
“You know what I mean. You used to be too clever to follow a trade.”
“Well, I’m not clever enough to live on air.”
“You might be, really, for all the tea you drink! Why didn’t you go in
for some high profession?”
“How was I to go in? Who the devil was to help me?” Hyacinth inquired,
with a certain vibration.
“Haven’t you got any relations?” said Millicent, after a moment.
“What are you doing? Are you trying to make me swagger?”
When he spoke sharply she only laughed, not in the least ruffled, and
by the way she looked at him seemed to like it. “Well, I’m sorry you’re
only a journeyman,” she went on, pushing away her cup.
“So am I,” Hyacinth rejoined; but he called for the bill as if he had
been an employer of labour. Then, while it was being brought, he
remarked to his companion that he didn’t believe she had an idea of
what his work was and how charming it could be. “Yes, I get up books
for the shops,” he said, when she had retorted that she perfectly
understood. “But the art of the binder is an exquisite art.”
“So Miss Pynsent told me. She said you had some samples at home. I
should like to see them.”
“You wouldn’t know how good they are,” said Hyacinth, smiling.
He expected that she would exclaim, in answer, that he was an impudent
wretch, and for a moment she seemed to be on the point of doing so. But
the words changed on her lips, and she replied, almost tenderly,
“That’s just the way you used to speak to me, years ago in the Plice.”
“I don’t care about that. I hate all that time.”
“Oh, so do I, if you come to that,” said Millicent, as if she could
rise to any breadth of view. And then she returned to her idea that he
had not done himself justice. “You used always to be reading: I never
thought you would work with your ’ands.”
This seemed to irritate him, and, having paid the bill and given
threepence, ostentatiously, to the young woman with a languid manner
and hair of an unnatural yellow, who had waited on them, he said, “You
may depend upon it I shan’t do it an hour longer than I can help.”
“What will you do then?”
“Oh, you’ll see, some day.” In the street, after they had begun to walk
again, he went on, “You speak as if I could have my pick. What was an
obscure little beggar to do, buried in a squalid corner of London,
under a million of idiots? I had no help, no influence, no acquaintance
of any kind with professional people, and no means of getting at them.
I had to do something; I couldn’t go on living on Pinnie. Thank God, I
help her now, a little. I took what I could get.” He spoke as if he had
been touched by the imputation of having derogated.
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