London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Mrs Bowerbank surveyed her hostess with an expressionless eye. “My dear
young lady, what does a respectable little body like you, that sits all
day with her needle and scissors, know about the doings of a wicked low
foreigner that carries a knife? I was there when she came in, and I
know to what she had sunk. Her conversation was choice, I assure you.”
“Oh, it’s very dreadful, and of course I know nothing in particular,”
Miss Pynsent quavered. “But she wasn’t low when I worked at the same
place with her, and she often told me she would do nothing for any one
that wasn’t at the very top.”
“She might have talked to you of something that would have done you
both more good,” Mrs Bowerbank remarked, while the dressmaker felt
rebuked in the past as well as in the present. “At the very top, poor
thing! Well, she’s at the very bottom now. If she wasn’t low when she
worked, it’s a pity she didn’t stick to her work; and as for pride of
birth, that’s an article I recommend your young friend to leave to
others. You had better believe what I say, because I’m a woman of the
world.”
Indeed she was, as Miss Pynsent felt, to whom all this was very
terrible, letting in the cold light of the penal system on a dear, dim
little theory. She had cared for the child because maternity was in her
nature, and this was the only manner in which fortune had put it in her
path to become a mother. She had as few belongings as the baby, and it
had seemed to her that he would add to her importance in the little
world of Lomax Place (if she kept it a secret how she came by him),
quite in the proportion in which she should contribute to his
maintenance. Her weakness and loneliness went out to his, and in the
course of time this united desolation was peopled by the dressmaker’s
romantic mind with a hundred consoling evocations. The boy proved
neither a dunce nor a reprobate; but what endeared him to her most was
her conviction that he belonged, ‘by the left hand’, as she had read in
a novel, to an ancient and exalted race, the list of whose
representatives and the record of whose alliances she had once (when
she took home some work and was made to wait, alone, in a lady’s
boudoir) had the opportunity of reading in a fat red book, eagerly and
tremblingly consulted. She bent her head before Mrs Bowerbank’s
overwhelming logic, but she felt in her heart that she shouldn’t give
the child up for all that, that she believed in him still, and that she
recognised, as distinctly as she revered, the quality of her betters.
To believe in Hyacinth, for Miss Pynsent, was to believe that he _was_
the son of the extremely immoral Lord Frederick. She had, from his
earliest age, made him feel that there was a grandeur in his past, and
as Mrs Bowerbank would be sure not to approve of such aberrations Miss
Pynsent prayed she might not question her on that part of the business.
It was not that, when it was necessary, the little dressmaker had any
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