London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
This was very well meant, but it made Hyacinth blush, and, without
knowing exactly what to say, he murmured shyly, “Oh, I only want them
to let me alone!”
“He is very young,” said Eustache Poupin.
“He is the person we have seen in this country whom we like the best,”
his wife added.
“Perhaps you are French,” suggested the strange young man.
The trio seemed to Hyacinth to be waiting for his answer to this; it
was as if a listening stillness had fallen upon them. He found it a
difficult moment, partly because there was something exciting and
embarrassing in the attention of the other visitor, and partly because
he had never yet had to decide that important question. He didn’t
really know whether he were French or English, or which of the two he
should prefer to be. His mother’s blood, her suffering in an alien
land, the unspeakable, irremediable misery that consumed her, in a
place, among a people, she must have execrated—all this made him
French; yet he was conscious at the same time of qualities that did not
mix with it. He had evolved, long ago, a legend about his mother, built
it up slowly, adding piece to piece, in passionate musings and
broodings, when his cheeks burned and his eyes filled; but there were
times when it wavered and faded, when it ceased to console him and he
ceased to trust it. He had had a father too, and his father had
suffered as well, and had fallen under a blow, and had paid with his
life; and him also he felt in his mind and his body, when the effort to
think it out did not simply end in darkness and confusion, challenging
still even while they baffled, and inevitable freezing horror. At any
rate, he seemed rooted in the place where his wretched parents had
expiated, and he knew nothing about any other. Moreover, when old
Poupin said, ‘M. Hyacinthe’, as he had often done before, he didn’t
altogether enjoy it; he thought it made his name, which he liked well
enough in English, sound like the name of a hairdresser. Our young
friend was under a cloud and a stigma, but he was not yet prepared to
admit that he was ridiculous. “Oh, I dare say I ain’t anything,” he
replied in a moment.
“_En v’là des bêtises!_” cried Madame Poupin. “Do you mean to say you
are not as good as any one in the world? I should like to see!”
“We all have an account to settle, don’t you know?” said the strange
young man.
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