Female friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Martha had an ardent and romantic temperament, but she seemed to be
capable of satisfying its needs vicariously. There undoubtedly are such
women, though the like has possibly never existed in the other sex. For
instance, it was a continual battle with her now to put down the
temptation, which constantly assailed her, of imagining a meeting, an
attraction, and finally a union between the brother who realized her
romantic ideal of man and the friend who realized his complement in
woman’s form. She knew it was impossible. She knew that Harold would
never marry; and she even realized that if he could love again, after
the manner in which he had loved one woman, he would, by that fact,
compel her to lower her standard either of love or of him.
And yet Martha felt that the meeting and blending of these two lives
would, if she could have seen it, have satisfied every need of her
heart. She believed that her pleasure and contentment in looking on at
such a union as this would give her the greatest joy that could be for
her--would indeed, in a way, give her the feeling of satisfied love.
It was very hard to put down these imaginings; but she told herself that
it must be done. Harold’s life and love had been given once, and she
knew he was right in saying that they were not his to give again; and on
the princess’s part, no doubt the idea would be a wild suggestion,
indeed. Martha did not know what rigid laws of etiquette and convention
might not bind the princess; and condescending as the latter had chosen
to be with regard to herself, she felt that this beautiful lady would
never do anything unworthy of her caste. Her husband, whether she had
loved him or not, had no doubt been a great prince, whose name and title
the woman on whom he had bestowed them would never consent to debase.
The thing was hopeless and wrong, of course, and the idea must be put
away from her. But it was hard to do, with her hero constantly in her
mind, and her heroine constantly before her eyes.
One day, after an unusually hard morning’s work, the princess invited
Martha to go home to lunch with her, and to spend the afternoon at the
Louvre, looking together at the pictures which they had so often enjoyed
apart.
When they reached the apartment in the Rue Presbourg, the princess was
informed that her aunt had already finished her second breakfast, which
she took with the regularity of clockwork, not depending upon the
comings and goings of the rather erratic person who was the other
member of the family. This the princess explained lightly, as she led
the way to the dining-room. The servants by this time all knew Martha;
and they looked upon her, as the friend of their mistress, with the most
amiable glances. Not speaking the Russian language, Martha could show
her good will only by a pleasant smile, in return for the evident
pleasure which they showed in serving her.
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