Female friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
“Oh, you will take back what you said, and let me bring him to see
you--won’t you, Sonia?” she said ardently. “We are going to have the
apartment to ourselves for weeks, Harold and I; and we three could have
such ideal times--such little dinners and jaunts to the play! As things
are with you both, I think there is all the more reason for you to know
each other. You could be such friends! I should think a real man friend
would be such a comfort to you. You seem made for that sort of
_camaraderie_, as well as for love. And what a comfort the friendship of
such a woman as you would be to Harold! I feel myself at times so
inadequate to him, and I have the very same feeling, sometimes, with
you. I will confess to you, Sonia, that I did have a hope once, even
though you are a princess and he just a simple American gentleman, that
you and Harold might some time, after years, come to be something to
each other; but I have given that up. I see that it is impossible to
either of you. I had a talk with Harold yesterday, and he is as much
protected by his past as you are by yours. So there could be no danger
to either in such an intercourse. Oh, Sonia, _won’t_ you consent to it?”
There was great gravity and deliberation in the tones of the princess as
she answered impressively:
“Now, Martha, listen to me. I want you to put that idea out of your head
at once and forever. You will do this, I am sure, when I tell you how
it distresses me and embarrasses our whole intercourse. You are quite
mistaken in supposing that I have either a need or a desire for the
friendship of any man alive. You really must believe me when I tell you
that I am sick of men. One reason that I have so entirely given up
society is that they fret me so with their offers of what you and they
call friendship. I did have men friends once, and I know what they
amount to. While I was married, my--I mean the man I married--was my
friend. Since I lost him I have never had another.”
As she ended, she rose and walked across the room. Her tone was so
decided that Martha felt that she could say nothing more, and so, with a
sigh, she gave up this dream too.
In a moment the princess returned, bringing two photographs, which she
had taken from a drawer.
“I have been looking at some old pictures this morning,” she said. “This
one was taken when, as a girl, I was presented at the English court.”
She was silent while Martha was uttering her glowing words of praise,
as she looked at the photograph of the beautiful young girl in her white
court-dress with plumes and veil; and then she put the other into her
hand, saying quietly:
“This was taken in my wedding-dress, a few days after my marriage.”
Her manner indicated a controlled excitement, but she was quite
unprepared for the effect that this photograph had upon Martha. The girl
fixed her eyes upon it with a sort of greedy delight, and while she drew
in her breath with thick, short respirations, the hand that held the
picture trembled.
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